Just went yuqian's 21st party and as usual, has a talk cock session there. See all the people around me mostly grow up liao then i began to feel *******...i donno how to describe the feeling, maybe its just emo that sooner or later we'll be into our own life.
Haven't you once thought that maybe life doesn't seem like that(from you are born until you finish uni)??
Maybe we ought to take a step back and look at what is life really all about..maybe not about the books, maybe not about the results, maybe not about the friends you have..maybe its just a process in which everyone will go through eventually..
FOOD FOR THOUGHT HAHAHA
ah bao,hope you're having fun with EXCEL after yesterday's mini crash course with me wahahahah =D
Each agent, wittingly or unwittingly, is a producer and reproducer of meaning... it is because subjects do not know what they are doing that what they do has more meaning than they know. --- Bourdieu---
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
I HATE EXCEL I HATE EXCEL I HATE EXCEL I HATE EXCEL
=(
what a bad start to week 2 of school.. i have to take computer as an analysis tool as a class and it bloody sucks. cuz i can't understand a shit that the prof says. Its like, attending a class on the greek languauge and the teacher speaks Greek in an attempt to teach you greek. In other words, YOU WON'T BLOODY UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD.
=( =( Im sooooooooooooooooo screwed.
haiz. at least the other classes were fun.. like my social pyschology and cognitive pysch class. Something that i understand.. haha. =S
Anyway, met hanney for dinner tonight and im glad we did. she really knows how to make me laugh.. haha.. we managed to scare ourselves during dinner, cuz we were wondering why it seemed to rain more now that it is the 7th month ( hungry ghost festival).
Me: " hmm.. remember the show constantine? you' know, like how water is a medium or something......?"
Hanney: * thinks deeply while the noodle strands she picked up from the bowl slowly slides off her chopsticks back to the bowl*
" hmmm yeah hor... cuz water is like some portal to the other world...."
Me & Hanney: * thinks about the rainy weather and how we both need to walk home in the dark later* O.o.
And then we both started to creep out. Cuz earlier on, her coin pouch mysteriously disappeared. The weird thing was, she was holding it in her hands and then after walking 1 metre ( or 15 secs, max) she realised the pouch was no longer in her hands. There was a tissue paper in its place instead. HAHAHAHA...
Just taught her how to fold a paper box over the phone. First time i ever hear of someone learning origami over the phone successfully. hAHHAA...
Ok i shall go back to studying. I wanna die. I hate Excel. I hate It.
what a bad start to week 2 of school.. i have to take computer as an analysis tool as a class and it bloody sucks. cuz i can't understand a shit that the prof says. Its like, attending a class on the greek languauge and the teacher speaks Greek in an attempt to teach you greek. In other words, YOU WON'T BLOODY UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD.
=( =( Im sooooooooooooooooo screwed.
haiz. at least the other classes were fun.. like my social pyschology and cognitive pysch class. Something that i understand.. haha. =S
Anyway, met hanney for dinner tonight and im glad we did. she really knows how to make me laugh.. haha.. we managed to scare ourselves during dinner, cuz we were wondering why it seemed to rain more now that it is the 7th month ( hungry ghost festival).
Me: " hmm.. remember the show constantine? you' know, like how water is a medium or something......?"
Hanney: * thinks deeply while the noodle strands she picked up from the bowl slowly slides off her chopsticks back to the bowl*
" hmmm yeah hor... cuz water is like some portal to the other world...."
Me & Hanney: * thinks about the rainy weather and how we both need to walk home in the dark later* O.o.
And then we both started to creep out. Cuz earlier on, her coin pouch mysteriously disappeared. The weird thing was, she was holding it in her hands and then after walking 1 metre ( or 15 secs, max) she realised the pouch was no longer in her hands. There was a tissue paper in its place instead. HAHAHAHA...
Just taught her how to fold a paper box over the phone. First time i ever hear of someone learning origami over the phone successfully. hAHHAA...
Ok i shall go back to studying. I wanna die. I hate Excel. I hate It.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
XiangNi back to school!
the title says it all.
morning sickness ( READ: sick of getting up in the morning). check.
severe holiday withdrawal symptoms. ( such as the capability to feel homesick with immediate effect starting from the second you wake up on Monday) check.
lecturephobia.check.
the feeling of being the only student enrolled even as MRT/busloads of people flood into class/lecture rooms. cuz u ain't made any friends yet this term. check.
=( sigh.
I went to NTU with ah bao today.. And I really appreciate the aircon and lifts and escalators and flat ground ( I.e. lack of fanciful hills and mini-mountains to climb) in SMU. Gosh.. coupled with the weather these days... Epps!!!
Did my first school sales today! the pri kids are like, towering over me. and im 1.64m ( not too short i think) i wonder what kind of food they eat.. anyway i get really funny questions from the kids. I have a table full of merchandise such as stickers, badges, notepads, posters etc, all with the SPCA logo and then this 1 little girl came up to me and asked,
"Do you sell dog food?"
.................?????
Me and ah bao went to the doctor together in the evening, cuz we've both been having this dreadful cough since 2 weeks ago. As we sat in the clinic, I realised that this is the 3rd time that the 2 of us are going to see the doc together for the same symptoms. The doc must be thinking we're siblings are something. Me and xiang came up with this theory that 1 of us got sick first, then passed the germs to the other. As the 1st one got better after some home remedy, the 2nd started to fall ill, so passed the germs back to the 1st.So the 1st starts to fall ill again, then pass more germs to the 2nd. and the cycle continues on and on and on. hahaha.. at this rate i think we're BOTH NEVERRRR gonna get cured.
Sigh. have to bid for classes AGAIN. im so sick of the darn bloody system. GRRRR
morning sickness ( READ: sick of getting up in the morning). check.
severe holiday withdrawal symptoms. ( such as the capability to feel homesick with immediate effect starting from the second you wake up on Monday) check.
lecturephobia.check.
the feeling of being the only student enrolled even as MRT/busloads of people flood into class/lecture rooms. cuz u ain't made any friends yet this term. check.
=( sigh.
I went to NTU with ah bao today.. And I really appreciate the aircon and lifts and escalators and flat ground ( I.e. lack of fanciful hills and mini-mountains to climb) in SMU. Gosh.. coupled with the weather these days... Epps!!!
Did my first school sales today! the pri kids are like, towering over me. and im 1.64m ( not too short i think) i wonder what kind of food they eat.. anyway i get really funny questions from the kids. I have a table full of merchandise such as stickers, badges, notepads, posters etc, all with the SPCA logo and then this 1 little girl came up to me and asked,
"Do you sell dog food?"
.................?????
Me and ah bao went to the doctor together in the evening, cuz we've both been having this dreadful cough since 2 weeks ago. As we sat in the clinic, I realised that this is the 3rd time that the 2 of us are going to see the doc together for the same symptoms. The doc must be thinking we're siblings are something. Me and xiang came up with this theory that 1 of us got sick first, then passed the germs to the other. As the 1st one got better after some home remedy, the 2nd started to fall ill, so passed the germs back to the 1st.So the 1st starts to fall ill again, then pass more germs to the 2nd. and the cycle continues on and on and on. hahaha.. at this rate i think we're BOTH NEVERRRR gonna get cured.
Sigh. have to bid for classes AGAIN. im so sick of the darn bloody system. GRRRR
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
squishy poo
sigh. yup its been ages since i last posted.haven't been a delightful mood.. so couldn't find the energy to write much about emo stuff. The two nice events that happened was the BBQ at bixiu's house with the girls and rx and the National day dinner with my girls. BBQ at bix's condo was pretty fun, cuz we had tonnes of food and a whole bottle of chivas! Han mixed a few cups for me and i think chivas with sprite tastes the best. HAHA.. we also tried it with zappel, coke.. too bad there wasn't sweetned green tea. Lol.. during Indian poker, me and rx were sabo-ed and had to start the fire as forfeit.. grrrrr... but it was nice sitting next to my baobao fanning and getting dirtied by those darn charcoal pieces =)
National Day dinner with the girls was a mixed feelings affair.It was a damnn damnnn tense dinner cuz everyone was not in a good moood.Firstly, it was meant to be a birthday dinner for the birthday girl but surprise surprise! the birthday girl didn't turn up. -.- And the reason was 'i can't make it', then became her grandfather passed out.on friday. soo... on sunday still passed out? and what pissed veron off was that this girl have never reallyy been close with her family, so the grandfather one is pretty much an excuse. We dun know for sure what the REAL reason is, and the birthday girl made no effort to explain or even sound apologectic. ah wells. she has declined like 90% of alllll our outings so some of us have officially cast her out from our group and all future outings. which is a sad thing, really, cuz that girl have no idea what a terrible mistake she's making. to the birthday girl: if you are reading this, we're not going to hate you or anything. we are disappointed, cuz our friendship goes back 7 years. Don't make the same mistake i made last time, cuz your friends, especially the girls who grew up with you, are all you have if anything goes wrong-a break up, stress, issues, anything. I think you should apologize to bixiu especailly, becuz she took the pains to organize this birthday-party-without-the-birthday-girl-present. On a side note, becuz u failed to turn up for whatever reason, her parents forbid her from coming to this outing which SHE PLANNED cuz they didn't see the need for her to attend. She deserves an apology, and it would have been very nice if she had been able to come.
We don't hate you, but we sincerely hope you take a serious note of this.
The girls and I managed to have some laughs and fun though, during dessert at Ben & Jerry's. Ordered the merlion( trust me, the ice cream looked nothing like the fishy lion) and had a night of sinful indulgence. Ice cream, brownies and chocolate bits!! sat at Macs to talk.. though a great deal of time is spent on hair topics. hahaha.. melissa our beauty consultant was telling us about this shampoo.. and yi fang became soo bent on getting it, she continued talking about it on the train. hahahahahah..
And well, I was in a pretty foul mood too on Sunday cuz someone very close to me failed to turn up for dinner as well. Its just very very disapointing, when you made a date with someone and that person fails to materialize.For you guys, its like buying tickets to see liverpool, chelsea, man U etc etc and then on the day of the match, some player made a fuss( i dunno wad kind) and thematch got cancelled. Just when u are decked in the lovely jersey you saved up for, and with the banners and flags etc. That initial feeling of euphoria is just..... destroyed.Gone. and in its place you get a field of disappointment. For girls, im sure you know what i mean. Its like your crush agreed to meet you but on that day, didn't msg to affirm he's coming.worse still, as you assure yourself that he would NOT forget, thinking he's probably just busy or something, he suddenly became uncontactable.As the minute ticks past and its nearing meeting time, you look at your phone anxiously every 5 mins and wonder why is it that you get a black, blank screen instead of the much-awaited message. You think,' he'll not disappoint me, i just know he won't.' and then wait with renewed confidence for your one-and-only love to turn up. Your confidence strips away, bit.by.bit.by.bit. as every face in the crowd is a total stranger, and the realization that he has stood u up slowly creeps in.
But hey, everyone has his reasons for right? And the reason being that he didn't know he would be this late.
I dunno if its just poor planning or time management, or some deeper issue.A friend of mine told me that when 2 pple get comfortble with each other, they tend to take things for granted.
And that is one slippery path down towards misery and heartbreak.
WEll.. i hope we all learnt something from it. It would really break my heart and tear my soul if i ever had to end a relationship with someone i love so much, so much.
National Day dinner with the girls was a mixed feelings affair.It was a damnn damnnn tense dinner cuz everyone was not in a good moood.Firstly, it was meant to be a birthday dinner for the birthday girl but surprise surprise! the birthday girl didn't turn up. -.- And the reason was 'i can't make it', then became her grandfather passed out.on friday. soo... on sunday still passed out? and what pissed veron off was that this girl have never reallyy been close with her family, so the grandfather one is pretty much an excuse. We dun know for sure what the REAL reason is, and the birthday girl made no effort to explain or even sound apologectic. ah wells. she has declined like 90% of alllll our outings so some of us have officially cast her out from our group and all future outings. which is a sad thing, really, cuz that girl have no idea what a terrible mistake she's making. to the birthday girl: if you are reading this, we're not going to hate you or anything. we are disappointed, cuz our friendship goes back 7 years. Don't make the same mistake i made last time, cuz your friends, especially the girls who grew up with you, are all you have if anything goes wrong-a break up, stress, issues, anything. I think you should apologize to bixiu especailly, becuz she took the pains to organize this birthday-party-without-the-birthday-girl-present. On a side note, becuz u failed to turn up for whatever reason, her parents forbid her from coming to this outing which SHE PLANNED cuz they didn't see the need for her to attend. She deserves an apology, and it would have been very nice if she had been able to come.
We don't hate you, but we sincerely hope you take a serious note of this.
The girls and I managed to have some laughs and fun though, during dessert at Ben & Jerry's. Ordered the merlion( trust me, the ice cream looked nothing like the fishy lion) and had a night of sinful indulgence. Ice cream, brownies and chocolate bits!! sat at Macs to talk.. though a great deal of time is spent on hair topics. hahaha.. melissa our beauty consultant was telling us about this shampoo.. and yi fang became soo bent on getting it, she continued talking about it on the train. hahahahahah..
And well, I was in a pretty foul mood too on Sunday cuz someone very close to me failed to turn up for dinner as well. Its just very very disapointing, when you made a date with someone and that person fails to materialize.For you guys, its like buying tickets to see liverpool, chelsea, man U etc etc and then on the day of the match, some player made a fuss( i dunno wad kind) and thematch got cancelled. Just when u are decked in the lovely jersey you saved up for, and with the banners and flags etc. That initial feeling of euphoria is just..... destroyed.Gone. and in its place you get a field of disappointment. For girls, im sure you know what i mean. Its like your crush agreed to meet you but on that day, didn't msg to affirm he's coming.worse still, as you assure yourself that he would NOT forget, thinking he's probably just busy or something, he suddenly became uncontactable.As the minute ticks past and its nearing meeting time, you look at your phone anxiously every 5 mins and wonder why is it that you get a black, blank screen instead of the much-awaited message. You think,' he'll not disappoint me, i just know he won't.' and then wait with renewed confidence for your one-and-only love to turn up. Your confidence strips away, bit.by.bit.by.bit. as every face in the crowd is a total stranger, and the realization that he has stood u up slowly creeps in.
But hey, everyone has his reasons for right? And the reason being that he didn't know he would be this late.
I dunno if its just poor planning or time management, or some deeper issue.A friend of mine told me that when 2 pple get comfortble with each other, they tend to take things for granted.
And that is one slippery path down towards misery and heartbreak.
WEll.. i hope we all learnt something from it. It would really break my heart and tear my soul if i ever had to end a relationship with someone i love so much, so much.
Monday, August 10, 2009
buh...
it seems like we've had fewer entries this few weeks =(
anyway so yesterday i went for some mad sports day LOL soccer in the morning, sunburn liao go for cycling at east coast in the evening..
am supposed to meet up with daphne and her clique for a dinner session at orchard area but i'm still on the bike and can't get out in time..the lousy pitstop is so freaking far away, i tot got more along the way,seems like i shldn't try that again ba
anyway school's starting and i guess the real test to our relationship is going to jump in....
i hope i'll manage my time well and be able to still spend every moment with daphne..cheer up gal,i'm sorry that the past few weeks keep making u wait in vain and not turning up when i'm supposed to..hugs..
anyway so yesterday i went for some mad sports day LOL soccer in the morning, sunburn liao go for cycling at east coast in the evening..
am supposed to meet up with daphne and her clique for a dinner session at orchard area but i'm still on the bike and can't get out in time..the lousy pitstop is so freaking far away, i tot got more along the way,seems like i shldn't try that again ba
anyway school's starting and i guess the real test to our relationship is going to jump in....
i hope i'll manage my time well and be able to still spend every moment with daphne..cheer up gal,i'm sorry that the past few weeks keep making u wait in vain and not turning up when i'm supposed to..hugs..
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Ni BaoBao
waaaaaaa,these few days so shiok been together with my baobao travelling to a lot of place. haha
yesterday went tgt to find sherhan to some debt collection agency OMG la dam freaking smelly. golden mile didn't do a single bit to change my impression on them lol
kinda THAI there and its really THAI THAI-.-do go there for a Sniff or two if u miss thailand,i think it really helps then u'll understand that not everyone is suited to go there LOL
my job as a Financial Service Consultant is slowly starting to pick up, thanks to all who has the patience to listen to my boring talk to try to educate u guys! weeeeeeeeeee. though i'm sure no one will ever noe that i'm thanking them, haha but still WEEEEEEE...thanks a bunch =)
i love my daphne,she's so sweet =) muackz
yesterday went tgt to find sherhan to some debt collection agency OMG la dam freaking smelly. golden mile didn't do a single bit to change my impression on them lol
kinda THAI there and its really THAI THAI-.-do go there for a Sniff or two if u miss thailand,i think it really helps then u'll understand that not everyone is suited to go there LOL
my job as a Financial Service Consultant is slowly starting to pick up, thanks to all who has the patience to listen to my boring talk to try to educate u guys! weeeeeeeeeee. though i'm sure no one will ever noe that i'm thanking them, haha but still WEEEEEEE...thanks a bunch =)
i love my daphne,she's so sweet =) muackz
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