love love love

Im in a lovey-dovey mood tonight. must be all the love songs in my ipod playing in my head.lolszz.. So I am going to share some love with everyone today, muack muack muack.. *splatters saliva everywhere* and no, daphne is not doing this out of stress.. I truely love you girls ok. HAHA

To my Best Friend Forever HANNEY Dearie!:), Mel,Veronny, Fang Zi and Bix :)
I dedicate.... * DRUMROLL* Vitamin C's graduation ( friends forever)I know its kinda old and so retro, but... i still feel a lot for this song despite hearing it countless times!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives (translate: bitching and gossiping about everyone and anyone's life all night then chiong to catch last train.)
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 ( Gasp! we are 21 already. Shows how many years we have been gossiping)
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same ( that i can still copy homework and not be caught for plagarism by some stupid software)
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day ( Im saying it now to u, my gals!! HAHA)
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June ( June... should be sherhan's party= mega bitching session for us.. yipee! :P)
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone ( I suppose its facebook and msn in our era, damn, this song is old)
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever :):):)


And to my Squidsy Bao Bao ( who attempts to sing love songs for me, but i cant make out the lyrics or rhthym or tune) hehehehehe... I dedicate.... * DRUMROLL* My Valentine by Martina McBride. :):)

If there were no words
No way to speak ( when I get sore throat, like now)
I would still hear you ( cuz u are so loud * sniggers)

If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you ( feeeeeeellll youuuuuu~~)

And even if the sun refuse to shine ( Cuz our neighbour keep burning forests)
Even if romance ran out of rhyme ( like your voice)
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need ( sherhan will slap me for this, 'wah lau, got bf then PANG SEH me la')
My love, my valentine ( all now, say... "AWWWWWWW") :P

Hehehe.. I still love you baobao. maucks!!!

and to everyone else, I love you too. But i dun know if u read my blog, so i shall not type it here wahahaha

LAST PROJECT FOR THE SEMESTER!~

ironically, the project's on suicide -.- hmm. anybody cant take school-stress and wanna commit suicide with me?

hahaha...

okie im going bonkers. cuz i think my gastric's acting up again.And my skin is freaking dry. Eczema's acting up again. I hate stress...

Stayed in school till 10pn finishing up the project, and no, im not done with the project STILL. haiz. researching on all the gruesome suicide methods in japan. Did u know that there are 7 different words for suicide in Japan...? Lol.. the japanese are a weird lot. suicide also classsify until lidat. tsk tsk. but thier culture is really interesting.. found out some perverted *gasp! stuff..wahahaha

Anyway ah nick went shopping today.. and then he was showing off his new clothes to me excitedly and telling me how cheap they were. duh, those shirts came form hang-ten dude, how expensive can they be? tsk...anyay they were ok-looking. Except one that looked like the red checkered skirt the Irishmen wear when they play the bagpipe thingy, and another made him look like a walking chess board. Cuz it was black and white CHECKERED, WITH EQUAL SIZED SQUARES. HAHAHAHAHHAA i love suan-ing my lil bro.. LOL

So, we were listenign to my beloved tokoi hotel before he went to bed, and he suggested we come up with our own band like the Kaulitz siblings. and then he said the most atrocios thing everrr.

"Jie, we shall call oursleves the Ding Dongs!"

-.- he thought it was a brillant alternative to the Ting Tings. BUt what the hell? the Ding Dongs?!

AH well. I shall be cheapo and maybe go to the Hang-ten fair.. cuz he said there were black leather jackets. oops, wait, he meant black plastic-bag-material-like jacket. HAHA.. shall go check it out tmr...

i want to sleep.

i am tired. yawns. all the work is tiring me out. individual papers and presentations are not fun... when you have no motivation to complete them. Im dreaming of sunny beaches alreeady :(

scratchy is more tame now ( i think), especially after trimming his nails and blowing his face whenever he pounces on us. was taking a nap a few days ago and then i felt something soft on my face, thought it was the pillow or the soft toy but it turns out to be our dear scratchy stepping over my face to get to the table -.-

Got a new house for gigi! but turns out that the inside of the house and the entrance is soooo horribly cut, the wood splinters were jutting out. MIC goods >.< Sigh. So i had to go to go and get sandpaper to smoothe out the edges. and I finally understood why D & T lessons in secondary 1 is so important, because sandpapering is NOT easy. must remember Mr.Tay telling us to file agaisnst the grain or something.back then i just file, who cares the direction that the tree inards grow,and now i understand why it is important.cuz it really helps when ui want to make the wood smooth,. HAHA

went for dinnner with family and RX a few nights ago and we had crabs :D and a really expensive fish that tasted like mud. not that i know how mud tastes like, but sama sama. LOL.. the fish in the tank at the restanrant were like, dying, so I guess i cant expect much from the poor cooked fish on my table. the fish in the tank was overturned, or had 1/2 the body covered in some white moss. lousy maintanece, plus its a damn cruel way for the fish to die la. Such a slow, painful death. AVA should do something abt it sia.

Sigh. gonna do my work... and maybe a nose mask. RX loves nose masks. I dunno why. i find it terribly painful. maybe the nerves around my nose are more sensitive? I always tear up when i peel the nose mask off.. sobs sobs... but RX seems to have no trouble with it. see how he even manages to have such a nice, deep sleep when having a nose mask....


and the best part? i ripped off the nose mask WHILE he was asleepp... and he just gave a small grunt and snored and rolled over.

Ouch.

Scrrrratchy strikes again

Scratchy's been really active. He scratches anything and everything. And his favourite scratching object? Ruixiang's body,especially his hands. hehehehehehe

But he can be really cute when he's not the whiny, scratchy kid he is during the day. Scracthy will climb up the bed ( sinking his claws into the conforter and bolster) and lie down next to me or on top of Rx's chest when he wants to sleep. And Rx will sayang him like a little baby. lols...

Here's scratchy's stuff... Costs above $100. :S The carrier below is even more expensive than my school bag >.<


Some sand for his pee and poo. It really works, and all his pee will clump up when the sand coats over it, like muah chee in peanut. hehe


And a happy boy playing with the ball...


And my dear Gigi.. sleeping like a pig. If u look closely, you can see her 2 front teeth. hahaha...


Mel is hospitalized for food poisoning! Get well soon mel! :(

breathe slowwwww.....

Finally. I can take a break from all the crap reports and presentations that have deprived me of sleep, food and oxygen.

*BREATHHHEEEE*

gotta buy scratchy's stuff tmr. A scratching pole ( he's been clawing everything, especially Rx's computer wires and his poor leather sofa), and more sand. To coat his repulsive, pungent,vomit-inducing smelling shit. Ergh.

Anyway, scratchy is our kitten. Found him stuck in a car engine.. Its a 'him' I think.. Rx have been tickling its dick. not sure if its the dick anyway. HAHA





And we need to get a new house for Gigi. Seems like her old one has some rough edges inside, so it has been sand-papering her fur away. Been seeing huge volumes of fur everywhere in her villa.


Sigh. The amount of $$ i'll need to spend on these 2 kids.... Enough for me to go to Langkawi and back.

Anyway, had a quickie dinner at Sakae Sushi with nick and papa and mama today. Their food basically sucks.Their standard have dropppppeddd.... so sad.. and the service is well, bad. I ordered chawanmushi and it took them at least 30 minutes to get the damn steamed egg to me. And when Nick asked why take so long, the waitress said, 'erm. we are still steaming it..."

-.- lame.

So after 15 minutes, when the chawanmushi STILL haven arrived, nick ask, ' you all still steaming it ah...?'

LOLS.. Seriously, how long does it take to steam an egg? my 75-year old Ah Ma can get in done in 20 minutes la. What more for a restaurant.. Pfffff.

Just sent in my internship application.. Hope i get it >.< else i won't be able to go for my exchange in Poland next year.. Sobs..

Disappointment

Wonder why it is spelt as 'disappointment'?

I think it is because of the 'appointment' in disappointment. A dis-appointment.

And as usual, i face dis-appointment from the same people today. Regarding the same things. And talking about it doesnt help, because im shut out from your world.

How much dis-appointment can a person take?

screwed.

I think i should do a documentary, like Super Sized Me.
And I shall call it Super Crazy Me.

Been sleeping at 4-5am the past week because of deadlines and the mid terms, so my body clock is fucking screwed. Nick has a new job assignment that requires him to start work at AMK at 615am ( crazy employer) so he needs to get up by 4.30am, and I have been his personal alarm clock. Cuz I just need to shove HIM out of bed before I go to bed at 4.30am.

And I'll wake up at 9.30am if there's school , or 12noon if i have no lessons that day. Then i'll have to start studying/projects till evening, and have dinner. And i'll be so zoned out, 8-11pm is catching up on emails and replying frantic project group members, and the occasional facebooking so that my social life isnt't completely severed. Not like facebook helps much anyway.. ha!

I miss my naps. I miss sleeping at 2am. I miss my health.

So I dunno if its the lack of sleep, the weird ungodly hours that i sleep, or my hormones doing the cha-cha in my head that is causing me to be SUPER cranky these days. I practically snare at pple who get in my way, and I think i have a face that reads DEATH across my forehead. I forgot when is the last time I genuinely smiled.

And i hate the burger king outlet at causeway point. their service is fucking fucked up. I went there this afternoon and there were 3 counters in operation, and there were 3 queues of people. So i joined the counter 1 where there's only 1 customer in front, and she was already getting her order so i figured my turn would be quick. THEN, THE FUCKING AUNTIE LOOKED AT ME IN THE EYES, AND THEN MOVED OVER TO COUNTER 2 WHEN THERE'S ALREADY AN INDIAN TEEN WAITER SERVING THE CUSOMERS. SO I FUCKING STOOD THERE AND SHE JUST IGNORED ME. HER FUCKING FUCKED BRAIN FELLOW AUNTIE WAITRESS WALKED OUT FROM THE STUPID ROOM IN THE BACK, LOOKED ME IN MY EYE, AND ALSO IGNORED ME.

AND THE BEST PART? THE MANAGER SAW ME, THEN JUST WALKED AWAY. WHEN I WAS AT THE FRONT OF THE FREAKING COUNTER AND THERE ISNT'T EVEN A 'CONUTER CLOSED SIGN'.

I THOUGHT THE INDIAN GUY WOULD HAVE MORE BRAINS, AND SEE THAT I AM STANDING THERE, RIGHT THERE IN FRONT FOR FUCK'S SAKE, AND SERVE ME. BUT HE JUST IGNORED ME AND ATTENDED TO SOME OFFICE LADY THAT JUST CAME IN FROM OUTSIDE.

I am too frustrated now to type a complain letter, but i am going to do so when i wake up later. anyone have burger king management email?

their service is fucking appalling. its disgusts me.