Hang in there dafffyyy....

1 more week to go before term break!!! I can't wait. Sleeping at 6am, 7am, 8am, 9am.. before going off to school at 1pm is no joke. It seriously makes you CRY, because you want to sleep, but you cannot because your grades depend your determinism to stay awake and finish reading the bloody text.

Have I mentioned how fun it can be, sitting at your desk and doing work through the night? Its cold and windy, and from my window I can see the expressway and an open field.. and then at 530am, I will hear the sounds of the 1st bus. at 645am, you can see the sky start to lighten, and by 715am the sun is up and saying hi to you, and your sad, sad laptop that has worked OT.

Ah.... Ethics exam tmr. Much as it's open-book, God knows what kind of question can come out.. :S Sigh. I want my holidays to come quick quick..... zzzzz

Recently I got an obsession with hot chocolate. Keeps me awake. Coffee doesn't help... coffee can only keep me mentally awake, but physically I still feel like shit. And i hate that kind of feeling where the body is screaming for rest, but the mind refuses to take a break. COnflicting interests of 1 body. >.<


Looking at this cup brings back happy memories of Universal Studios. Also reminds me of the slaves in Egypt. SO i should count myself lucky for being able to study for exams.



Scrathy is getting naughty...Cutting off his balls seems to have no effect whatsoever. I feel so cheated, for my money and for his lost-manhood.

Blur.

Sometimes, when there is so much work to be done...

I just do the stupiest things.

Like 2 nights ago, when i wanted to remove my eye make-up. I poured a liberal amount of the liquid on the cotton pad and slapped it on my eye....


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And screamed.

Because I poured Nail Varnish Remover on the cotton pad instead.

Horrible...

Year 3 is so damn stressful.

Usually, I will only start to feel olympic-standard of kan cheong-ness in week 7. Now, its only week 3 and Im starting to feel sooo strained. All the classes i attend have so much readings, I think im going bonkers. Doesnt help that all those academic journals and articles use such chim language that is only fit for orang utans with IQ 300000000. Sigh..

And I agree with hanney the weather fucking sucks. Its is dehydrating my skin, and I look like a dried up prune that went for even more sun-tanning. >.<

So stressed over group presentations now. I can't stand irresponsible group members. And people who give me lame excuses. I know school work isn't everything, but at least it has to have SOME SORT OF PRIORITY over other stuff. Since year 1, I occasionally encounter group mates who spend so much time doing their personal/outside stuff, that it really irks me. So much for a nice-looking resume that shows you participate in God-knows what stuff, apart from being able to study. Its so unfair to other group members, some whom i see slogging their brains out. talking about this makes my blood boil, and my skin break out. GRR.

I NEED SOMETHING TO MAKE ME FEEL MORE ALIVE... AHHHH....