Week 2 of school now, and it still feels like a holiday cuz i only have lessons on Tuesday and Friday :D
Quite sad that this will be my final year in school... I actually like studying a lot ( as compared to work ) and I think i'd rather study forever. If my dad is willing pay, I will stay in school till I get sick of books. Hur hur.
When I think of work, I think of the uncomfortable work clothes and and disgusting train rides in the morning. And then the air conditioned rooms that are usually so cold that I need to wear a winter jacket after 3 hours.
On a side note, I ended my part-time work at TANGS last Sunday. Was selling eco-friendly bags called 'Candy Wrapper Bag' that were made out of candy wrappers. They look pretty and its stylish, but the price is pretty steep. It costs about $70 for a clutch, and $200+ for a handbag. Was so tempted to get one for myself cuz of its unique-ness but.. I only earned $6/hr =( I will need to use up all my salary plus top up another $100 to afford one handbag. lol
Rx and I planning to have some activities this weekend.. Hopefully we dun go over budget. Also a great time for me to snap some pictures.. I realized that this blog is in dire need of pictures..
Each agent, wittingly or unwittingly, is a producer and reproducer of meaning... it is because subjects do not know what they are doing that what they do has more meaning than they know. --- Bourdieu---
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
I cannot sleep. This is the horrid-est day of my life. I feel so lost, with nothing for support.
Im so angry that he actually cheated on me.
Then, I feel so betrayed.
And because I ended it, I feel so sad.
And this myraid of emotions keep repeating itself again and again in my head. Thoughts of what they had done, of what we could have in the future if this hadn't happened, is making me switch between agony and sorrow.
One moment i'm pining for him, then the next I feel slapped in the face and twisted in my heart when I recall how he has already moved on and had fun with another. I thought I was the only special one, but I was so wrong.
How I wish that every teardrop will take away 1 painful memory.
What a silly, silly little girl you have been Daphne.
Im so angry that he actually cheated on me.
Then, I feel so betrayed.
And because I ended it, I feel so sad.
And this myraid of emotions keep repeating itself again and again in my head. Thoughts of what they had done, of what we could have in the future if this hadn't happened, is making me switch between agony and sorrow.
One moment i'm pining for him, then the next I feel slapped in the face and twisted in my heart when I recall how he has already moved on and had fun with another. I thought I was the only special one, but I was so wrong.
How I wish that every teardrop will take away 1 painful memory.
What a silly, silly little girl you have been Daphne.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Its been so long since I last blogged! As u girls know, my life is in turmoil now hur hur hur. So nothing much to talk about my sad, pathetic life except to whine about you-know-who.
Anyway, we went to watch the Fireworks at Marina Bay on National Day. I think its called Marina Promotory? Somewhere near the MBS. Fireworks was spectacular- they had heart-shaped fireworks! The final burst of fireworks looked like the scene from HP7 Deathly Hallows II where the Death eaters rained spells on the protective shield around Hogwarts =)
We had picnic though as usual, we bickered over the picnic menu. Boils down to:
1. Honey baked ham sandwiches
2. Black Pepper ham sandwiches
3. Bacon with Cucumber (the asparagus were too expensive)
4. Bee Hoon with Otah
5. Cherries and Cherry Honey Tomatoes ( only I ate these 2 cuz you-know-who doesn't like them)
6. Coke, Pineapple Juice and H2O
Needless to say, we are both sick now. I got sore throat, a fever and blocked nose.
School starts next week.. Ahh. I ordered more contacts and this time, I chose the FedEx delivery option! Previously it was by international registered mail, which took about 2 weeks. With the FedEx Express Priority Mail, it only takes 2 working days and they deliver it to my doorstep!
The contact lenses in their spongey packs, and the colouful contact lens cases :D
I know there have been lots of negative press about coloured contact lenses and the dangers of online ordering.But the recent case about contaminated coloured lenses from authorized stores in Sg from an authorized seller goes to show that buying it from a retail store isn't any much safer than getting it online. Not saying that its the store's fault ( they wouldn't know the manufacturer would provide fake goods i suppose) here. In any case, I have purchased these contacts beginning this year and have been wearing them for 8 months now.. so far so good, they are like any other contact lens. Won't get infection as long as proper hygiene is practiced!
Can't wait to wear my new contacts and show u girls!! :DD I actually got Blue ones this time. I hope I dun look too weird or worse, like a SPG. :S
Anyway, we went to watch the Fireworks at Marina Bay on National Day. I think its called Marina Promotory? Somewhere near the MBS. Fireworks was spectacular- they had heart-shaped fireworks! The final burst of fireworks looked like the scene from HP7 Deathly Hallows II where the Death eaters rained spells on the protective shield around Hogwarts =)
We had picnic though as usual, we bickered over the picnic menu. Boils down to:
1. Honey baked ham sandwiches
2. Black Pepper ham sandwiches
3. Bacon with Cucumber (the asparagus were too expensive)
4. Bee Hoon with Otah
5. Cherries and Cherry Honey Tomatoes ( only I ate these 2 cuz you-know-who doesn't like them)
6. Coke, Pineapple Juice and H2O
Needless to say, we are both sick now. I got sore throat, a fever and blocked nose.
School starts next week.. Ahh. I ordered more contacts and this time, I chose the FedEx delivery option! Previously it was by international registered mail, which took about 2 weeks. With the FedEx Express Priority Mail, it only takes 2 working days and they deliver it to my doorstep!
The contact lenses in their spongey packs, and the colouful contact lens cases :D
I know there have been lots of negative press about coloured contact lenses and the dangers of online ordering.But the recent case about contaminated coloured lenses from authorized stores in Sg from an authorized seller goes to show that buying it from a retail store isn't any much safer than getting it online. Not saying that its the store's fault ( they wouldn't know the manufacturer would provide fake goods i suppose) here. In any case, I have purchased these contacts beginning this year and have been wearing them for 8 months now.. so far so good, they are like any other contact lens. Won't get infection as long as proper hygiene is practiced!
Can't wait to wear my new contacts and show u girls!! :DD I actually got Blue ones this time. I hope I dun look too weird or worse, like a SPG. :S
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