Bye Bye.

Hello everyone ( I think everyone actually refers to you, my girls haha and erm, perhaps random strangers who chanced upon this blog)

This shall be my last blog post for this blog XiangNi Cafe.

This blog was set up with the purpose of keeping a 'diary' of the happenings of Daphne and Ruixiang as a couple, but as of a week ago, we broke up. So I suppose there isn't any more purpose in continuing to blog, under this blog address.

2011 had been a really, really trying year. We broke up once and patched back, but somehow things did not work out again. I still wanted a go at it despite the 1st failure, but Ruixiang decided enough was enough.

If you ask me how I am feeling right now, I will say that I am feeling a lot of things haha.
Devastated, because a 3 year relationship has to come to an end. So many memories and promises just.. poof! disappeared.
Tormented, because for those of you who don't know, we broke up because Ruixiang no longer has feelings for me. So its hard for me to move on in a way, because I know I still have feelings for him but oh well..
Very lonely. Self-explanatory.

I hope that this break up will lead to something better for me, that I will eventually find a better person who can click with me even better. :)

While this will be the last blog post, I don't think I will take down/remove this blog, at least not now. Will let you girls know my new blog address when I take to blogging again! Thanks for all the support and kind words :)

Week 5 of school! And im now thinking about my recess week ( week 8) already. Was thinking of a short getaway for about 3D2N or 2D1N, all in under $150. But I need people to go with!!!! Rx not keen to go, so any of you girls thinking of heading somewhere to relax?

Life kinda sucks now. But thank God for school and lessons and projects to keep me going. I wished I had a school companion to go to school with!! Maybe I should get a tamagochi or something portable to carry around with me wherever i go hahaha. Sigh.

I realize I like to plan things ahead.Taking care of details, and making sure things are under my control as much as possible. Sometimes I wonder if I cared too much about things that I fail to see what can be controlled, and what can't. But at least some things can be controlled, right? Of cuz some things might be predestined but I want to know that i have tried at least. Gahhhh..

On a side note, I wish there were more affordable places to go to when im bored.