Gonna sit for my last paper in about 7 hours and Im all a bundlE of nerves now. Still have a bit more to read- about 500 slides to be exact (haha) but I think my mind's all over the place.

Totally a bad time to take my exams in my current state. I pray that I can do reasonably well for my exam tomorrow with my meagre efforts.

Omigosh.. Why do everything have to happen now. Why Why Why.

One paper down! 2 more to go- Science and Business.

It was really stressful when Prof threw the dice to determine which exam questions we would be doing. And she did it right on the spot, so there is no way anyone can predict which questions would come out. Sian. Had to memorize my essay questions for ALL the questions and only 2 will be tested on. :S

Am going through some shit times also. Loads of problems which I feel too lazy to write here. I hate it when shit happens during my exam period. Sigh, even my O and A levels were plagued by pretty rough patches but I SURVIVED it, so I guess I can do it again for this round of exams. go go go!

Gosh. exams next week!!! The exams this round is gonna be tough. :( Somebody motivate me to study!!

Writing a family autobiographical sketch for my Gender & Family class. Feels weird to analyze my fmaily using theories and critically examining all aspects of my life thus far.

But I think uni has taught me to think more deeply about issues.. Things that seems to occur "naturally" actually does comes as a product of certain circumstances and social arrangments. So when people say things are 'fated', I think it would be more accurate to say that things are arranged. Maybe fate has a part in which family we are born into, but it is the humans who are respobsible for shaping the family experience.

So am I right to say my parents moulded me into who I am today? haha.. I will be blasted for making such a conclusion. bleagh.