HOilidayyyyyyyy

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!

HEHEHHEE So happy!!! (^_^) no more books to stare at!
Been going out quite a lot after the exams!!

Chilled with my bestie hanney yesterday at The Cathay!! FINALLY I GET TO SEE U MY HONEY! AFTER 3 MONTHS! LOL.. And im so proud of her! She fetched me to and from home!In her car!!! Sobs sobs.. hanney zhang da le.. And your driving skills are GOOD!! compared to the last time u went over the kerb hahaha..

Went for Chen jie's party on friday night with ah xiang! The place was nice, and each of us had a drink, all fully sponsered by Mr.Chen Jie himself!! WHOOTS!! And the guys were hilarious.. I feel bad for what I did to Sherwyn though :( So sorrrryy dude!!!! :(( hehehe




Gonna start packing the house and throw out some junk ( hopefully).. But i feel so lazy. Xiang asked me to go swim but i feel like sleeping. :S

Another week to go!!

YEeeHAaa.. just one more week to go before i can FLY!!

Studying is so tiring. Especially if it just involves plain memorizing. I hope I can get an A!!!

And because of all the stress from exams.. we must find ways to relax. HEHE. and this means spending money.. because I'll go on a shoppping spree~~ John little having a 20% discount on all products!! muahahahaha.. I think i added to xiang's stress when i smsed him and told him about this sale. hehehehe.. cuz he has to physicallly restrain me from loading my basket with all sorts of products.

I am one shopper who actually needs a shopping BASKET for cosmetics and facial products. >.< hehehehehehhe

well.. other than pulling me away from the make up counters and cupping me eyes with his big hands to stop me from looking at the make up stuff ( I feel like a horse with blinders boohoo) he is my walking calculator too. muahahaha.. girls, guys are useful to be around when you are shopping! helps you calculate which brand is cheapest after all the discounts.

so here's what I bought yesterday!!


Bought some other make up tools too.. and so i spent a grand total of nearly $100 yesterday.>.< felt ecstatic and sad at the same time. parted with the money I would have earned this Sunday when I finish with my ambassador work. Sigh.

And here's some random pics from my phone!!

Xiang with a nose mask i did for him. hehe he looks like some tribesmen >.<

Me with false eyelashes. Sick of studying and decided to play around and i think my eyes look disproportional to my face.

HAHA.. guess what? Read in my social psychology textbook that apparently, girls with HUGE eyes ( like THIS) small noses and small mouths are perceived as the most attractive. Like anime characters. READ: unreal/alien/genetic mutation/in your dreams

A cute doggie at the AVA dog roadshow I was helping out at West Coast. There were so many doggies there! like schnauzers, shih tzus, poodles, malteses and a great dane.


The great dane is rare in Singapore because of its size (Its around 1.2 metres when all 4 paws are on the ground, whereas a typical schnauzer is about 30cm tall, so you can imagine how big it is). Here's how it looks like



And here are pics of my dear Gigi!! =)

Study study study

Its the season to be studious! exams in a week.. ahhhh

So me and xiang bear are having a study camp at my place! so far so good, managed to have some work done though that boy keeps playing runescape at every avaliable chance. -.- we watched barbie and the 3 musketeers this morning and barbie being barbie, 'is like, oh, soooo totally!' bimbotic. she's so bimbotic, its almost funny cuz here we have her and 3 other ditsy dolls in pinks and purples fighting off some evil people to save the prince. As if that can even be remotely possible. -.-

Had snowy flakes with milk for breakfast!! yum.. going to granny house for dinner later. I bet my cousins are dying to play with ruixiang gor-gor.. since he volunteers to be the horse or superman most of the time. Kids like that. HAHAHA

We watched paranormal activity yesterday, and 2012 on its opening day. both movies were good, but the paranormal activity one was.. SUPER BORING at the beginning. I dozed off on xiang's lap halfway cuz it was so.slow.moving.and.monotonous. plus the camera kept moving here and there and i just had a big bowl of fish noodles so i think i will puke if i look at the screen for more then 3 mins in a row. Ackkk.. but luckily we brought along a blanket. Yes dears, we brought a blanket into the cinema.... because
a)Cathay cinema at causeway is damn cold, it almost made me urine ice-blended pee, especially during the 2012 scenes when the poor dudes were caught in the storm and all. So i learnt my lesson and brought a blanket for the next show. and
b)We honestly thought paranormal activity would be scary. as said in the papers. darn.

Sigh, i hope to finish studying soon... i wanna play!!!

late night madness

I am so exhausted from all the projects that my dear friend-Mr Flu Bug has come to visit.

And his visit is preceded by a series of disgustingly disgusting bugs on my lappy. Just killed some beatle thingy that landed on the keyboard.. and the oily, bigger beatle that i captured yesterday is still alive in its bottle. Dammit. I thought it wouldn't last that long.. especially since I twisted and amputated one of its leg yesterday night. To hell with all bugs.

Haiz. 3am.4am.5am. I wonder when i can sleeeeeepppppppp.

But thanks all you guys and girls who have been jiayou-ing me all the way!

--> My fav group mates from social psychology class! You guys make my day in school! I love you mi! haha sounds so les >.<

Don Buri and Mi and Mee!


Singapore, Vietnam, Laos & China


--> Jiahui and my CAT group members, who are working feverishly on the excel model. We have version 12 to date.. >.< Thanks for all the effort you guys put in.. I know I have been slacking for this project!!! And especially to Yen Chin and Yik ka who created and done all the amazing macros and pivot tables!

--> Dominic, who seem to appear at strange hours and talk about damn random stuff. haha.. keeps me awake.. thanks man.

--> Hanney, who is suffering( a worse fate? haha) in office and school. we are so fucked by work my dear. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

--> My bao bao! Who have to put up with my eccentric behaviour and sudden outbursts. and impulsive shopping( retail therapy eh) where he insists on paying.. I feel so bad. =( sigh.. Lets work hard squidy! for As and A+++s!





This is called being bored on the train. With nothing to do and 2 very stretchable faces. I hope we don't become like Jim Carrey.. skin gonna sag sia.

1 more month to go!

I had a nightmare. I dreamt a tsunami happened and I was running away. Running, running.. all I remembered was how exhausting it was.

And so I woke up exhausted.

I think the dream goddess is hinting to me that some tsunami is about to hit daphne land. Tsunami of projects i guess. Its depressing how these darn projects suddenly surge and race towards you. Next thing u know, kaBOOMZ! you kena hit and you drown and die.

BUt then again, we all pray like siao that we will not die even thought the chances of surviving are slim unless you so heng, the Gods smile upon you and give you a pole to hang on to.

And as we all know, the pole never materializes, not even a sampan for you to crawl into. Thats how cruel this project tsunami is. You not fast enough, you dieeeee.

=S

Thurs 7-11.30pm: Statistics meeting with my dear Chun fei and Sikan.
- Went gaga with chun fei when we saw a rat running towards the bin at Subway. We thought the rat was cute. Sikan thought we were bonkers.
- Threatened to whack Sikan if he still dun come up with the right solution to Qn 7c by 11.15pm.( He gave us 3 wrong answers within 10 mins. And yes, we expected him to give us the answer to Qn 7c. Cuz we let him copy our answers from Qns 1 to 10.)
- Made him go home and fins the right answer. Left school at 1130pm.

Friday 5-10.30pm: Social Psychology Meeting aka International Friendship Day
Group members:
Troung Van Mi, the cutest girl form Vietnam!
Somsy aka Robert, the Laos-Thai-Vietnamese linguist
Ripeng, the best singer from Hangzhou of 'One Night in Beijing'
Viji, the accountant that will do the Indians proud
Don, the crazy Korean fanatic
Daph, the gooon.

Was having much fun in the project room doing our project and listening to 'the moon represent my heart'. Robert's all time favourite. LOL..
I think this is the only group where communication is the best, despite the different accents flying in the air. Great gang to hang out with!

Saturday 2-6pm: Computer as an Analysis Tool Meeting. damn stressed.
Tension sia. Presentation on Monday and we are like.. 50% completed only?
gonna continue part 2 of this meeting tmr. Sigh.

its going to be a long month. :S

Im so tired now. Project work is piling up, tuition is starting.. assignments are coming in fast and furious.. or rather fast, lethal and a hell lot of fury.

Im starting to have pimple outbreak man.. all the stress. Sometimes i really wish i can just die early.Oh, but a painless death is preferred, if there is a death angel out there seeking recruits. >.<

Baobao fetched me from school today after a long exhausting day starting from 6.30am till 645pm. We had Manhattan Fish Market's platter for 2 for dinner and it was SUPER YUMMY.. i lurvvveee the prawns!!! poor ah bao ate until he inflated like a balloon.. i was worried he might just explode. BOOMZ!

Gigi bit me today. =( I was arranging her toilet rolls aka sleeping holes when she suddenly pause, run forward and bit into my finger. I was damn shocked and she still SUNK her teeth into my flesh and refuse to let go. Am i that yummy? hai.. and so i accidentally flung her against the cardborad in fright and now she's hidng under somewhere i her villa.

That is sad. =(

Squido Ducko

We are STRESSED because of school!

We are as dead as we are alive!

Join us! and lets form a zombie party.

MUAHAHA.

this.is.called.going.NUTS.

Oh well. I can't wait for my school term to end! and then i can go for my holiday trip with ah bao and wear all the nice furry stuff i have stashed at the back of my cupboard. Ladidum.

sorry for all these sporadic nonsensical posts people.. daffy is in a disoriented state of mind.

DUCK MEAT!

zzzz

im so bored. supposed to be doing some work... ok, a LOT of work.... but just can;t seem to find the motivation. =(

and its 10.43pm!!!

so i went downstairs to play with bubbles.. and i just found out today that its a she >.< she's soooo cute.. and its just so nice to go downstiars every once in a while and have her purring next to me. hehe.

Oh please oh please someone motivate me.. urghh.

mid terms season

baleelabooo.. I HATE EXAMS.

if it doesn't rely heavily on memorizing... hehe.

=S

Its been a busy busy week.. Ah xiang has insurance day on Wednesdays and I dropped off at Sembawang to wait for him to knock off from work. And so i spent about 2 hours idling.. and walking around Sun Plaza, fighting off the temptation to buy ANY cosmetics. gosh, the fragrance at SaSa was so nice smelling.. I think i will have have the Escada fragrance for christmas. lol.. but i have yet to try the other nice ones. And so i was stuck at Sasa.. until I saw some bald head. haha no prize for guessing who...

I can't wait for recess week. Dreaming of all the stuff i can do...

Been feeding a fat cutsey cat at my void deck the past few days. Its really adorable cuz it will sit at the benches near the letter boxes and when I alight form the bus and walk toward him , he will bounce off the bench and follow me into the lift. Too bad I can't let him into my house.=( Ah bao and I call it Bubbles, cuz he's soooo round and fat like a round and fat bubble. HA! what a bimbotic sense of reasoning.. hehehehehe >.<

Didn't get to see bubbles tonight..I think its cuz of all the incense papers that are burnt and the ashes flying in the air. Probably scared him off..

Gigi's acting strange too. I think she's starting to smell weird.

REDS SUPPORTER

I should be paid for helping reds ( the hair salon) promote their stuff. >.< Brought ah bao there for a hair cut on monday and I just brought my dear brother there today. NIck liked his hunky hairdreser though. thought he seemed a lttle gay. muahahaha...

Sigh. I miss my long hair. grow, hair, grow.....

Gonna be a loooong day tmr. SPCA sales in the early afternoon, homework and then a loooong party at night. I need more sleep. its mentally draining having to study and travel so much.

ARGH.

ARGGGHH.

i love sleep.

we're BUSY!!!

buhwheeeee.. its early in the morning.. 2.30am?? heh. since school started my avg.slping time is between 2-4am. sigh..

Had a yummilicious abalone+scallop+roasted duck lunch last week at bedok! ah bao was so sad that he had to shit the contents out. eventually. LOL..

So many things to do, so many projects to attend to, so little time.... like duh.

But im happy me and baobao get to spend some time together! doing 300+ physics questions and me doing 3 statistics questions. hehehe

baobao....

You make me smile like Mr.Bean
Fall out of bed, sing like a squid
Dizzy in my head, spin like a crab
Horny on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a pig
Forget how to breathe
Shine like fries, buzz like a buhwheeeee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild wow wow
Ohh, you make me smile~~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TaIpdMZN3E0&feature=related

:D

21st

Just went yuqian's 21st party and as usual, has a talk cock session there. See all the people around me mostly grow up liao then i began to feel *******...i donno how to describe the feeling, maybe its just emo that sooner or later we'll be into our own life.

Haven't you once thought that maybe life doesn't seem like that(from you are born until you finish uni)??
Maybe we ought to take a step back and look at what is life really all about..maybe not about the books, maybe not about the results, maybe not about the friends you have..maybe its just a process in which everyone will go through eventually..

FOOD FOR THOUGHT HAHAHA

ah bao,hope you're having fun with EXCEL after yesterday's mini crash course with me wahahahah =D

I HATE EXCEL I HATE EXCEL I HATE EXCEL I HATE EXCEL

=(

what a bad start to week 2 of school.. i have to take computer as an analysis tool as a class and it bloody sucks. cuz i can't understand a shit that the prof says. Its like, attending a class on the greek languauge and the teacher speaks Greek in an attempt to teach you greek. In other words, YOU WON'T BLOODY UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD.

=( =( Im sooooooooooooooooo screwed.

haiz. at least the other classes were fun.. like my social pyschology and cognitive pysch class. Something that i understand.. haha. =S

Anyway, met hanney for dinner tonight and im glad we did. she really knows how to make me laugh.. haha.. we managed to scare ourselves during dinner, cuz we were wondering why it seemed to rain more now that it is the 7th month ( hungry ghost festival).

Me: " hmm.. remember the show constantine? you' know, like how water is a medium or something......?"
Hanney: * thinks deeply while the noodle strands she picked up from the bowl slowly slides off her chopsticks back to the bowl*
" hmmm yeah hor... cuz water is like some portal to the other world...."
Me & Hanney: * thinks about the rainy weather and how we both need to walk home in the dark later* O.o.

And then we both started to creep out. Cuz earlier on, her coin pouch mysteriously disappeared. The weird thing was, she was holding it in her hands and then after walking 1 metre ( or 15 secs, max) she realised the pouch was no longer in her hands. There was a tissue paper in its place instead. HAHAHAHA...

Just taught her how to fold a paper box over the phone. First time i ever hear of someone learning origami over the phone successfully. hAHHAA...

Ok i shall go back to studying. I wanna die. I hate Excel. I hate It.

XiangNi back to school!

the title says it all.

morning sickness ( READ: sick of getting up in the morning). check.

severe holiday withdrawal symptoms. ( such as the capability to feel homesick with immediate effect starting from the second you wake up on Monday) check.

lecturephobia.check.

the feeling of being the only student enrolled even as MRT/busloads of people flood into class/lecture rooms. cuz u ain't made any friends yet this term. check.

=( sigh.

I went to NTU with ah bao today.. And I really appreciate the aircon and lifts and escalators and flat ground ( I.e. lack of fanciful hills and mini-mountains to climb) in SMU. Gosh.. coupled with the weather these days... Epps!!!

Did my first school sales today! the pri kids are like, towering over me. and im 1.64m ( not too short i think) i wonder what kind of food they eat.. anyway i get really funny questions from the kids. I have a table full of merchandise such as stickers, badges, notepads, posters etc, all with the SPCA logo and then this 1 little girl came up to me and asked,

"Do you sell dog food?"

.................?????

Me and ah bao went to the doctor together in the evening, cuz we've both been having this dreadful cough since 2 weeks ago. As we sat in the clinic, I realised that this is the 3rd time that the 2 of us are going to see the doc together for the same symptoms. The doc must be thinking we're siblings are something. Me and xiang came up with this theory that 1 of us got sick first, then passed the germs to the other. As the 1st one got better after some home remedy, the 2nd started to fall ill, so passed the germs back to the 1st.So the 1st starts to fall ill again, then pass more germs to the 2nd. and the cycle continues on and on and on. hahaha.. at this rate i think we're BOTH NEVERRRR gonna get cured.


Sigh. have to bid for classes AGAIN. im so sick of the darn bloody system. GRRRR

squishy poo

sigh. yup its been ages since i last posted.haven't been a delightful mood.. so couldn't find the energy to write much about emo stuff. The two nice events that happened was the BBQ at bixiu's house with the girls and rx and the National day dinner with my girls. BBQ at bix's condo was pretty fun, cuz we had tonnes of food and a whole bottle of chivas! Han mixed a few cups for me and i think chivas with sprite tastes the best. HAHA.. we also tried it with zappel, coke.. too bad there wasn't sweetned green tea. Lol.. during Indian poker, me and rx were sabo-ed and had to start the fire as forfeit.. grrrrr... but it was nice sitting next to my baobao fanning and getting dirtied by those darn charcoal pieces =)

National Day dinner with the girls was a mixed feelings affair.It was a damnn damnnn tense dinner cuz everyone was not in a good moood.Firstly, it was meant to be a birthday dinner for the birthday girl but surprise surprise! the birthday girl didn't turn up. -.- And the reason was 'i can't make it', then became her grandfather passed out.on friday. soo... on sunday still passed out? and what pissed veron off was that this girl have never reallyy been close with her family, so the grandfather one is pretty much an excuse. We dun know for sure what the REAL reason is, and the birthday girl made no effort to explain or even sound apologectic. ah wells. she has declined like 90% of alllll our outings so some of us have officially cast her out from our group and all future outings. which is a sad thing, really, cuz that girl have no idea what a terrible mistake she's making. to the birthday girl: if you are reading this, we're not going to hate you or anything. we are disappointed, cuz our friendship goes back 7 years. Don't make the same mistake i made last time, cuz your friends, especially the girls who grew up with you, are all you have if anything goes wrong-a break up, stress, issues, anything. I think you should apologize to bixiu especailly, becuz she took the pains to organize this birthday-party-without-the-birthday-girl-present. On a side note, becuz u failed to turn up for whatever reason, her parents forbid her from coming to this outing which SHE PLANNED cuz they didn't see the need for her to attend. She deserves an apology, and it would have been very nice if she had been able to come.

We don't hate you, but we sincerely hope you take a serious note of this.

The girls and I managed to have some laughs and fun though, during dessert at Ben & Jerry's. Ordered the merlion( trust me, the ice cream looked nothing like the fishy lion) and had a night of sinful indulgence. Ice cream, brownies and chocolate bits!! sat at Macs to talk.. though a great deal of time is spent on hair topics. hahaha.. melissa our beauty consultant was telling us about this shampoo.. and yi fang became soo bent on getting it, she continued talking about it on the train. hahahahahah..

And well, I was in a pretty foul mood too on Sunday cuz someone very close to me failed to turn up for dinner as well. Its just very very disapointing, when you made a date with someone and that person fails to materialize.For you guys, its like buying tickets to see liverpool, chelsea, man U etc etc and then on the day of the match, some player made a fuss( i dunno wad kind) and thematch got cancelled. Just when u are decked in the lovely jersey you saved up for, and with the banners and flags etc. That initial feeling of euphoria is just..... destroyed.Gone. and in its place you get a field of disappointment. For girls, im sure you know what i mean. Its like your crush agreed to meet you but on that day, didn't msg to affirm he's coming.worse still, as you assure yourself that he would NOT forget, thinking he's probably just busy or something, he suddenly became uncontactable.As the minute ticks past and its nearing meeting time, you look at your phone anxiously every 5 mins and wonder why is it that you get a black, blank screen instead of the much-awaited message. You think,' he'll not disappoint me, i just know he won't.' and then wait with renewed confidence for your one-and-only love to turn up. Your confidence strips away, bit.by.bit.by.bit. as every face in the crowd is a total stranger, and the realization that he has stood u up slowly creeps in.

But hey, everyone has his reasons for right? And the reason being that he didn't know he would be this late.

I dunno if its just poor planning or time management, or some deeper issue.A friend of mine told me that when 2 pple get comfortble with each other, they tend to take things for granted.
And that is one slippery path down towards misery and heartbreak.

WEll.. i hope we all learnt something from it. It would really break my heart and tear my soul if i ever had to end a relationship with someone i love so much, so much.

buh...

it seems like we've had fewer entries this few weeks =(
anyway so yesterday i went for some mad sports day LOL soccer in the morning, sunburn liao go for cycling at east coast in the evening..
am supposed to meet up with daphne and her clique for a dinner session at orchard area but i'm still on the bike and can't get out in time..the lousy pitstop is so freaking far away, i tot got more along the way,seems like i shldn't try that again ba
anyway school's starting and i guess the real test to our relationship is going to jump in....
i hope i'll manage my time well and be able to still spend every moment with daphne..cheer up gal,i'm sorry that the past few weeks keep making u wait in vain and not turning up when i'm supposed to..hugs..

Ni BaoBao

waaaaaaa,these few days so shiok been together with my baobao travelling to a lot of place. haha
yesterday went tgt to find sherhan to some debt collection agency OMG la dam freaking smelly. golden mile didn't do a single bit to change my impression on them lol
kinda THAI there and its really THAI THAI-.-do go there for a Sniff or two if u miss thailand,i think it really helps then u'll understand that not everyone is suited to go there LOL

my job as a Financial Service Consultant is slowly starting to pick up, thanks to all who has the patience to listen to my boring talk to try to educate u guys! weeeeeeeeeee. though i'm sure no one will ever noe that i'm thanking them, haha but still WEEEEEEE...thanks a bunch =)

i love my daphne,she's so sweet =) muackz

smashing weekend!!

wheee! another fun-filled weekend to share! wahahaha

went to the night safari with sherhan and her parents on friday night.. Been a while since i went there and nothing much changes. So old( literally too) animals that wander around chewing grass and staring as loads of tourists ooohh and ahhhh at them. i wonder what those lions and rodents are thinking.. hmm.. the pram ride was enjoyable though..i love the breeze!! hehe.. me and han had fun that night.. feels like im back to sec sch days. haha..

Sunday was the liverpool match!!! wheee... im not really a soccer fan but this is my first live match and when we got to the stadium, i was like WOW!!!!! even better then national day! hahahaha.. actually hor, at kallang mrt the whole place was swarmed with red-shirt pple liao. The air and excitement was sooo contagious inside the stadium! its like going to a quidditch match. though i haven't been to one HAHA.. took quite a few vids and pics.. they are on fb! go check it out! =D hehehehe...

LIVERPOOL

busy busy as a beee

im so dead exhausted. suddenly there's sooo much activity goiing on... Just as i wanted to create a wish list on what i want done before school reopens >.<

I can imagine Jim Carrey in Bruce Almighty -- Be careful what you wish for =S

Haha.. anyway, doing stuff is better then rotting at home..

Saturday:
PLayed with Gigi and brought her to Aunty Ant's house. My lovely little cousins were there and they squealed in delight when they saw Gigi. So my duty for that evening was to keep Gigi alive. HAHAHHA.. Joy handled Gigi as though she was a little care bear keychain. And Joelle is super cute-- when she was about to go home she ran to Gigi's cage and said: 'Bye bye gigi!!!'Gigi was sleeping under all the wood shavings so she didin;t respond, so Joelle leaned into the cage and shouted at the top of her lungs :" BYYEEE BYYEE GEEE GEEEEE!!!!!" LOL.. poor gigi poked her head out and wondered who the hell interrupted her dreams. LOL LOL

See gigi the spider girl....


Joelle eating my wafer stick.. her dad took the rest. -.- LOL...


Went home at night and bathed before going to Ah xiang's house!! watched some Tv, ate junk food and got all excited about the next day;s trip to Johore!!

Sunday:
me and xiang overslept and rushed to Kranji MRT to meet the rest of the gang- Tian Lu, Hui Min , Ying Gu, Jojo and Christina. We thought we would be late but the rest were later. -.- meeting at 9.30am, but they turned up at 1030 am instead. HAha... so in the meantime me and Xiang had breakfast, twice. haha.. the trip to JB was really fun, and though the place was crowded we managed to buy some stuff WHEE!! We celebrated Tian Lu's bday at Sushi King, and the cake tasted muchhh better than all the sushi there. christina and I feel cheated by the sashimi =( it tasted horrible.. and HUi min felt the radish/cucumber at the side tasted the best among the dishes. haha..

ah bao in aviator glasses.. my handsome boi boi!


Me and Xiang rushed off in the evening to get back to Singapore.. Customs is damn sucky, and the stupid officer took his own sweet time smiling like a dork at the people in the queue. If he haven;t realized after a while, the people are not recipocrating his nonsensical grin. Cuz he is sooo bloody slow.And when it got to my turn i found out why..

Officer Dork: * smile, and look at my photo, smile, look at the photo, satisfied that i look like like the vietnamese-lookalike-girl, finally scan the passport*

Me: *try to stay friendly.. inside im thinking wtf?*

Officer Dork: " So you;re daphne right?"

Me: * obviously....* " ya, I am."

Officer Dork: * ok daphne, can you tell me your birthday?"

Me: *....................................* " 16 Jan 1989, on a bright and sunny day at 10 am plus in the morning, from my mum's vagina."

Ok ok.. i didn;t say that.. but im like, WHAT????!!!

Grr.. anyway me and xiang sprung off the bus at kranji station and started running immediately the moment the bus door opens. cuz we had a competition to see who can reach the mrt cotrol station first.. HAHA... people in the bus must have thought we were runnning away from the polive or something. Reached Orchard in time and rushed to Shaw, Lido for the harry potter movie with my girls! the movie was good, thought poor xiang had a hard time keeping his pee in. haha.. and on the way back in the train, Yi fang and Bix caught this man trying to take a picture/video of them. gasp.. pervert!!!! Yfang was quite traumatized.. so she kept hugging her bag to her chest. haha.. me and xiang had mantou for supper before we fell asleep on the bed. damn shagged.

Monday:
Met hanney at Bugis at 1pm( supposed to be 12 but oh well. we are always taking turns to be late. hahahah) and had a whole girly day to ourselves! accompnied her to the temple to pray and draw lots. that funny girl kept dropping 5-10 sticks on the carpet when she was suppposed to get only one stick out. haha.. donated a chunk of her remaining savings to the temple before we went to Taka to get her stuff.. and then we sat at the benches like aunties having juice and sashimi. wheee! went off to Sub ordinate courts next and I saw my SMU classmate in the legal advice room.-.- hmm... anyway, she made an appointment and then we went off to vivo for dinner!! MArche standard is dropping =( and we had a sashimi supper.. after touring the whole of Giant looking for sushi. all we got were huge, raw fishes on sales.. and han actually wanted to buy the huge piece of salmon and cut it up. hahah.. It was nice hanging out with my dear girlfriend of almost 8 years.. loved the bitching, moaning and snuggling =)

Tuesday:
Got up bright and early to clean the kitties! then met ah xiang at city hall.. while i was at J.Co donuts', xiang was reading the men's health magazine and he was so cute, he was reading the *ahem* section and his eyes widen at whatever he was reading. then he looked up and smiled at me. I wonder what that means. hahahaha.. crawled to suntec and had our swensen's 1-for-1 lunch and lazed there while waiting for his AIA thingy to start. i was sooooo sleeepppyy... we got gigi her bath sand and a bathroom and the went home. so sad, gigi didin;t want to bathe!!! so ah xiang held her legs and dragged her across the sand. hahaha..and then gigi ran away and got lost. -.- sigh.... me, nick and xiang had to search all over the house, under sofa, behind tv and everywhere to find that naughty girl. SO i lay out food and waited for that girl to appear. true enough, she came out from her hiding place after 15 mins of frustration and i whacked her. naughty girl. Grr. ah xiang was a nice cuddley papa and sayang-ed her till he left the house. but gigi is soooooooo active, she ran out of her cage and then fell down 2 feet to the ground.>.< i sure hope she didn;t have any internal injuries.. she's quite subdued now. sobs.

WEdnesday:
Went back to AJC with xiang!! hehehe...The PE head master saw us then say:' aiyah.. come back also dunnid so lovey dovery righttt...." HAHAHAH.... cuz i was gripping ah xiang;s arm at that point in time.. then we went to the bookshop and the uncle looks the same after all these years. and his price for photocopying still the same. haha.. xiang went to his darling auntie at the canteen and she immdediately say" wahhhhh finally come back ah... u mei liang xing lei....hehe' hahah... she gave us quite a big portion after that.. xiang used to go into her kitchen and cook the chicken for himself, that joker.. haha... we walked to the PE department for a while and tried the equipment ( its been ages since i did standing board jump sia...) and then went back home. ahhh... i miss AJ...

yawn. im so sleepy and tired. buuuhh.

its friday night.. lets boogie woogie!

wheee today is a day we meet people. and dogs!! and maybe some hantu that i walk into and walk through. HAHA... anyway i woke up at 1pm( man, im getting better.. used to e 3pm) and ah xiang da bao burger king and Macs over to my house. Mummy was asking if they have burgers without cheese.-.- hmm and we watched hitch on mioTV! despite ah xiang getting restless after 15 mins. LOl.. so he took gigi out of her cage and she watched TV with us on her pillow. except... a hamster doesn't know how to watch tv. so the whole time Gigi was trying to get off the pillow and crawl into the tiny space between the sofa cushions.. argh....

Gigi: *sniffs around on the pillow, and stares down into the dark, dark space at the sofa...*

Me and xiang: * holds our breath...*

Gigi: * moves forward and smacks head-first over the pillow and into the space, while her hind legs are spread wide apart in the air*

Xiang: * giggles and starts tossing her around on his palm*

Me:* wonders if she will vomit from all that turbulence*

Poor Gigi. I hope that little activity doesn't get her too stressed. Did a nose mask and exfoliated Ah xiang's face.. that boy can actually fall asleep while i ripped off the hardened mud strip on his nose.. i think his nose doesn't have nerves. I was crying and tearing as i slowly ripped off my own mask cuz it bloody hurts!!! >.<

Went for my JC class gathering at NYDC Wheelock place and cam whored with Cheryn and the girls and the mud pie wahaha.. and ran into Parker and his family at the toilet.Lol.. what a smallll world.. Parker is my primary friend and we used to go home together( both woodlanders) and fuss over Chinese homework. hahahaha.. as the whole world probably know by now, my china is CMI and so is parker's. Cuz he's half Hawaiian half chinese. lol.. and his younger sis is me and xiang's junior at AJC! singapore is wayyyyy too small.. rushed off after an hour to meet xiang and his sec 2clique.. and it was damnnn funny. cuz we were all supposed to meet at 8pm at Lakeside or something, but at 8pm Wee Kiat and Elsa were at Serangoon Mrt, Yu Qian was still at home and I was still on the train towards woodlands. Talk about being late... and the venue was Jalan Kayu. -.- hahahahaha... in the end we all kena lost, and reached this ulu eating place called Sunset Grill at 9.45pm plus. LOL LOL LOL.DInner was fun though, despite us having to make do with whatever the kitchen has got left at that hour. Ordered 24 mini burgers ( 24, so u can guess that we didn;t finish it haha), butter mushroom buttons, breaded prawn and a plate of buffalo wings. The buffalo wings was freaking hot, and it was supposed to be the 'okay any 8 year old can tahan' level. ALL OF US couldn't even tahan the first bite >.< even with the skin taken off.. poor sharlene lost her appetite after that i think. and Benjamin and Ce Jin had a competition to see who can eat 1 wing without drinking water. haha... Ben's Jack Russell-Blossom- is soooo cute! I like it when she shitted then went onto ah xiang's lap.hahahahahha.... ben the sly.. brought the dog out so that the chio bu come over and pat the dog and talk to him.. wahahahahahha... Wee kiat drove us to the bus stop at 1145pm plus and me and xiang finally got on our way home.

Came home to shit-digging again. hahahaah.. gigi you little monster...

welcome home gigi!

wheeeeee. my cough is finally getting better. mummy says i will get better when i die coughing.
............

i think what she meant was, when the cough dies out. -.- lol... and the past few days im finally able to run about singapore.. haha.. the NDP NE show was a blast, with the heavy rain during finale and the cold that follows as we bloody froze inside marina square. And the best part of this week is the arrival of our lovely daughter into our lives! ah xiang and mama had breakfast together at Mac while I cleaned up the cat and rabbit shelther at the SPCA. and one stuuupid idiotic rabbit bit me while i tried to get it out. dammit. It was so URGHHH!!!! hello Mr.Dummy Ears, im trying to CLEAN your BLOODY CAGE and give u food.. and u bite me. FINE. anyway i showed mummy around and as expected, she stayed at least one metre away from the cages. She didn't even dared touch the door and gates that opens to the compound. -.- talk about paranoid.. ah well.Mum, I hope u realize your daughter actually STICKS her head and elbows into 20 over cages each week cleaning shit and diarrhoea and furballs. yes, some old cats are balding and its not surprising to see balls of fur rlling about in the cage. hmm. maybe CLEAR should think about introducing a range of anti-dandruff shampoo for the kitties. heh. anyway, after my shift was done, me and xiang went to choose our hamster to adopt.Our initial 2 choices were some other greyish hamsters, but the SPCA officer advised me to adopt another one ( i wonder why.. hehehe) and so she was really nice and passed me the key to take out ALL the cages and look at all of the hamsters before deciding. And thats when i saw Gigi and as I hesitated for a while, the lady opened up Gigi's cage and placed Gigi on top of the cage. Ah xiang and I looked at her and after playing with her for a while( making sure she doesn;t bite like the other 2), voila! Gigi was on her way to becoming a LIANG!! hahhahaha..

hehehe say hi to gigi everybody!!!!!! say hi to everybody gigi!!!!

the inquisitive little girl!

Gigi in her new home!

Some father-daughter bonding time...

and here our darling ah xiang plants a kiss on gigi's forehead.. except she keeps moving.. hahahaha...


That night, me and xiang blew a $$ bomb on gigi. she is one pampered gal.. went to the pet shop inside Causeway point and had fun choosing stuff for our baby.

Me: " ah bao.. shouldn't need too much recycled paper or wood shavings as her flooring right? i see the cages in the SPCA like not much inside leh..."

Ah xiang: " aiyah.. its like buying a carpet. You want your floor to have a thin one or a thick, nice cushiony one?" * goes back to deciding between the 2.5kg and 5kg bag of wood shavings*

Me: * wonders if a mere 50grams little hamster needs 5kg worth of wood shavings AND another 5kg worth of corn cobs ah xiang is getting*

in the end, me and xiang got:
1) 5kg of wood shavings
2) 5kg of corn cob
3) A bag of premium hamster food, imported from Germany ( it better taste good)
4) A house for Gigi to sleep in
5) A new water bottle thingy
6) Wood sticks for her to chew on.. something like a toothbrush i guess. hehe

We spent the whole night washing the cage and playing with her, settling her into her new cage. And ah xiang is extremely generous with our daughter.. her 'carpet' is almost 2inches thick( use your little pinky to gauge) so she has a fun time diving in and out of it.hahahha... and ME have a hard time diving my finger in and out of the 'carpet'searching for shit droppings.-.-

Just an hour ago i was shit-digging again, and oh boy.She shits a lot for someone her size.

ahhh... im so sleepy now. Went out just now with ah xiang and his clique, had dinner and now im looking forward to shopping in JB with the girls!

oooooo and here's me and Handsome, a cross breed corgi. something like a sausage dog =) hehehehe...i love him!!!




And finally,me and ah xiang, proud parents of gigi liang!!

reaching the end of summer holidays

I hope my cough goes away soon. There's about a month to go before school reopens.. and already the bidding is giving me a headache. Never imagined that i had to go to round 3 of bidding just to get the darn lesson. Damn sickening. Im paying premium fees of what, close to S$10,000 a year and here i am worrying that i can;t even get to ATTEND class. what shit.

summer holiday is coming to an end.. so sad. =( im coming up with a list of places i wanna go before i start school and exams.. some really weird ones but oh well. i just hope i get healthy enough to last half a day without dozing off. the past few bed-ridden days have been depressing. nothing much i can accomplish with a semi-conscious mind and body.. so a typical sick day is like this:

12 noon: wake up, have a banana or some bread that might turn mouldy soon
1-3pm: check emails, play games
3-6pm: eat some porridge and then sleep.and sleep.and sleep some more.
6-8pm: wake up, drink water. go back and sleep
8-10pm: watch a bit of TV, have dinner
10-1am plus: play com games, listen to songs, do some self reflection, literally in the mirror, and moan over the pimples.

what a sad life right?

hmm.. im starting to feel better. managed to go to school today to configure my laptop. Gonna go to the spca tmr for another session with the kitties..

lately this song has been playing on my head. for some reason.
< I stay in Love>
Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SUV
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone

Although I know
We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

I think Mariah Carey had a great voice.. if only she doesn't act so.. bimbo. haha..And i think im suffereing from dysthymia. >.< could be a side effect of being sick for sooo long.. Acck...

Flu season.. when will it ever end?

I am soooooooooooooooooo sick of falling sick. Sigh.

Took my temperature on Monday night. 37.9 C. Nick took one look at my thermometer and started making a lot of noise.. even in the bathroom i caught words such as 'quarantine', "H1N1", "spread germs".... >.< SO i took 2 panadols and went to sleep.Woke up on tuesday morning feeling good enough to walk the dogs- a hyperactive Jack Russell included-- and then went home to Zzz and play com games.

Wednesday and Thursday I was coughing and sneezing, but took some medicine and panadol again, and then on thursday night Me and xiang went to the doctor cuz we both can't take it anymore. Sigh. The doc gave us almost the same medicine, so after dinner of porridge we 2 sick loonies sat at the table and took our pills and cough syrup. Out of the 4 types of medicines prescribed,3 made me super drowsy. And its not 1 tablet, but TWO of each type so this morning i had a super super hard time getting out of bed. I felt likei was walking on clouds, and my feet seem to sway.. or was it just my vision swaying? But i went to the cat shelther anyway, and cleaned their little cages. And the cats kept grabbing my hair. sigh. Once i got home i took the medicine and went to sleep... WOke up at 8pm for dinner and i was.so.dead.tired.i could have just smacked my face into the rice. Zzzzz

Mama say the medicine is too strong.. So im gonna cut back the dosage.. else i think i will just go into coma. haha.. ARGH IM SO SLEEPY.

its a cold cold night

its so cold now... been raining the whole day while yesterday was once damn bloody hot day. No wonder people are falling sick.. Xiang is down with cough and headaches, and after tuition with nick and hanging around, xiang the super infecter has successfully passed the germs to me and nick. Lols.. SO now im smelling the very strong scent of ginger in the room, cuz mama rubbed some himalayan balm on nick to soothe his sneezes.And he smells like he bathed and soaked in 10kg worth of ginger =( AND he sleeps just inches away from me so i guess i'll smell like a ginger duck in the morning too..bleagh.

We had sushi and udon today for dinner.We made it ourselves! that persistent nick insists he MUST have his sushi so though it was pouring and cold, sick little xiang and a very grouchy duck went out with him to Cold storage to buy the ingredients. Ma gave us $50 to spend and we used $60 instead.. Gulp! ah well at least we had fun getting our hands dirtied as we made our handrolls, gunkan and some severely out-of-shape seaweed rolls. heh heh.. and we had 4 different flavours of udon in one meal! super full now.. ah xiang only ate the udon cuz the rice had vinegar in it. lol.. he is ultra sensitive to the smell of the sushi-rice.. and despite me and mummy urging him to try one, ah xiang just won't let one grain of that rice get near his mouth.. haha..nick the little king proclaimed himself the chef and used up the whole pot of rice and packet of seaweed >.< some chef.. who left his sister and her bf in the kitchen to prepare the ingredients for him >.o grrr.. naughty boy..

me and xiang went to the spca yesterday and im so happy to see xiang playing with the doggies =) poor him, kena scratched by one of the dogs and his slipper chewed on. Lucky no damage was done, phew! i think he's getting better with the doggies; some actually listen to his commands! lol lol.. i can;t wait for tuesday.. gonna walk the dogs again!

=/

Im such a scatterbrain. My thoughts are alllll over the place and there seems to be a million gazillion things i wanna do but can't seem to find the energy to do them.Gah. Sigh.. Im so bored.. and I dread going back to school. The sch's admin system has been cheerfully sending me reminders--all starting with 'welcome back to school!' or worse, 'Hi!Blah blah..."-- -.- since when does a computer say hi to you? Haiz. Bidding starts Monday and i have yet to decide what courses i wanna do. BUt first i neeed to find my allies. Can't imagine attending lessons with no one to bitch with(guys included) but since most people are in business course... =(

I dunno wad to make do with my last month before school. Part of me wants to secretly book another trip to bintan or tioman and get stung by jellyfish or swept away by the july tides. Maybe then i'll have a legitimate excuse not to return to school. =(

I think... I'll just go into recluse.Build my little lala-land somewhere and day dream there. Ha ha ha.

I've been thinking an awful lot lately, and sometimes I wonder if I depend too much on others for entertainment. Not in the I-am-making-use-of-you-to-pass-my-living-time-on-earth kind of meaning but in the sense that without close ones around, I start to feel unfunctionable. Have you ever felt like you want to go out for an ice-cream or a movie that you die-die wanna watch, but just because the person you wanna go out with can't make it or declines( usually in a too-polite manner), you just discard the idea of going out altogether and mop around like a loser at home? I guess its normal once in a while, but some bell at the back of my head starts ringing when the situation props out once too often. Com'on gurl, are you sooo that dependant that you can't get out of the house to pamper yourself??

Sometimes, I think i need to learn to survive without others without getting severely depressed. It just washed upon me that relationships don't often last as long as you want them to be.Friends whom you thought would be just as close even when you become bo-gay and bald and fat and lumpy will just slip away silently without you knowing it. Its like gaining weight. A little more fried chicken at a meal, the bubble tea or chocolate crfeam puff you buy with guilt, telling yourself its just a tenny weeny treat that won't hurt. Before you know it, another inch appears, and stays pretty stubbornly at your waist.Urgh. It just takes a matter of weeks and months and then years, and suddenly one day you wonder what happened that made you in the sorry state you are today. And as you get all self-pitying and whiny, you rake up plans to get things back the way they used to be originally, but....somehow you can never NEVER get it back 100%. It won't take you long to realise that some things in life are just irreversible, relationships especially. Friendships, love-love relationships, kinship... oh, and even your weight if i have to say it. Try Marie france or Mary chia for 3 months, get happy and once you're off the program, you go back to Ms.Fatty jeans. Plus, do you seriously feel happy that you lost water weight thanks to the so-called wonder machines and liposuction etc etc?

Bleagh. Maybe im being too pessimistic today. But i do think I have issues. Maybe thats why i signing up for so many sessions with the SPCA. I can almost have a heart-to-heart chat with my resident favourites. And best of all, I won't be judged. The most i get are scratches and growls, which can be inferred as anything from "im hungry, get me some food dammit!" or, 'you're stepping on my tail fatso!".

And i think i can live with that perfectly.

Recovering ( I hope the darn bacteria DIE)

Epps.. Its been a week since that dreadful hospital stay! Finished the antiboitics cuz i have been taking it religiously twice a day ( who wouldn't? after paying 1,000 ringiit >.< ackkk) and so far, so good. Been abstaining from fried foods and I even went for CIP from tuesday till friday. Heh.. The cip was kinda fun, helping out at a dance event by Arts Fission Company. So for the 1st day i shifted chairs and on the 2nd day, i was promoted to sweeping up dead leaves from all over the garden and placing them in black garbage bags. On day 3 and 4, which are the performance days, i tended to the F&B booth and poured wine and apple juice for the audience.HAHA.. i know, i know.. it sounds like WTH?CIP IS DOING SAI KANG??!! but ah well.. its a non-profit organisation so everything has to be done by the dancers. Which is why they need US volunteers =D i make myself sound so important liddat.. HAHAHAHA...

So i spent the past few nights from 5-10pm at a little arts house atop a tiny hill at cairnhill, which is a 15 min walk uphill from newton MRT station. not too bad, but i was exhausted each night by the time i reach home. Could be medication, or the terrible walk uphill, or the painful fact that i have an ulcer the size of a meteor crater that feels like an open wound being constantly rubbed in with salt. >.<> But i still managed to catch transfomers on its opening day with bao at 12.05am. hehe.. and something funny happened inside the cinema. Xiang went to the toilet so i went to our couple seat alone first.

Me: * sits down and arranges the bags at the sides* makes some noise with the popcorn while shuffling about in the seat

Lady next to me: * glances at me and looks away*

Me:*takes MJ out from his bag and hugs him after putting the popcorn beside me*

Lady:* Looks at me incredulously for a full 5 seconds* ( i think i come across to her as a heartbroken pyscho who watches a movie alone in the couple seat with her stuffed teddy)

Me: * popcorn starts to fall over so i put MJ beside me and place the popcorn bag in MJ's hands and tell him to hold it for a while*

Lady: * STARES at me like im seriously nuts and distinctly moves away from me*

LOL LOL LOL LOL

Anyway we went to 7-11 for supper after the show and xiang stayed over at my house. poor boy.. he slept in the tiny space between my bed and the cupboard without a blanket. =(

And guess what!! We went night cycling last night on our monthniversary.HEHE. I wanted to cycle to sembawang park but little did i know how freaking FAR it actually was. Halfway through between Woodlands and Admiralty MRT i was already panting. Cuz we were going upslope and the bike is like, refusing to move. GRR.. we pedalled for about an hour from woodlands to sembawang MRT and thats where we had our pit stop. Our butts ache, our necks were sweaty and i suppose xiang's precious jewels down south must have hurt a lot after all that rocky bumps. We munched on the little buns we bought earlier from four leaves and xaing looked at me and said, " Ah ni, so do you still want to continue riding to sembawang park?" All the energy i could muster in my sooo-out-of-shape body gave him a tired, panting doggie look and there. He got his answer. HAHA. Riding back was much easier, firstly because i had a sugary doughnut hehe and secondly, cuz i changed bikes with xiang. Xiang was using a mountain bike whereas i was riding the ordinary bike. I had fun bouncing up and down on the mountain bike and speeding, well not speeding speeding, but zooming gleefully in front of xiang. Hahaha! And our next pit stop was at Macs.. such a pity that al the calories we burnt during cycling has to be shoved back into out flabby tummies by the nuggets, fries and coke. ={ After bathing xiang and I did facial masks for each other. After doing a black/whitehead remover mud mask for him , I used a Nivea hydrating mask for him, complete with seaweed extracts :D hehe he looks like a blue faced monster.. and then came xiang's turn to do the rose extract mask for me. That funny boy was figuring out how to unfold the thin soaked sheet by referring to the instructions before smacking the thing on my face. And he kept making me laugh with the face mask on -.- gonna get wrinkles sia.. LOL. and then we both lay there with our masks on. dozing off to sleep...*epps*! imagine if his sis walks in and sees us both in our masks... =[

See the lovely bikes!! hehe

Ah bao with all our babies ( puffy's not here, at xiang's house having vacation)

BUNNY!! my cute little girl who accompanied me to Malacca. Pa and Ma brought her to visit me in the hospital too. hehe..

We're gonna have buffet tmr!! I can't wait! but first, gotta go find the loosest-fitting top i have. Gonna be a stuffed pig tmr. God bless.

Sick Nini is back!!

THANK GOD IM FINALLY HOME.... ahhhhh... it has been a torturous stay and the most (dis)memorable holiday in Malacca in 11 years >.<>

So a happy family of 4 went to malacca, as they have been doing for the past 10 years, and stayed in the usual hotel with a nice seaview. The days were spent at shopping malls cuz there were SALES YAY BABY! and more sales. We went to the usual haunts, ate the chicken rice balls from the uncle with the choppe r(we actually see how his jet-black hair slowly turn to the current shade of white and grey over the years) , walked at jonker walk and had a lovely dinner at the Portuguese settlement complete with fresh half-raw oysters that were the yummiest shellfish my family ever tasted. And no, it wasn't the half-raw( yumm) oysters that was my undoing but the GAWD-DAMN-IT peranakan food that my family had on the last night >.<>

10.00am 21st June--scheduled to return back to Singapore--

Nick: " Ma... my stomach pain..." * curls up in a ball on the bed and clutches his stomach*
Mum:" Haiya.. I told you not to eat so much rice last night right? See? All of us shitted everyday but you haven't even shit once since we've been here. Serves you right..." * Mum continues chidding and packing up the clothes to go home*
Nick: * Sad face/Grumpy face/Pained face*
Me: *Woke up with a bit of pain in the stomach, thinks that its just normal need-to-shit-kinda pain and went to the toilet* 5 mins later, came out feeling that something is not quite right...
"Ma... my stomach also not feeling so well lei..."
Mum:" ...... Huh? you also? "

Ok, since it wasn't THAT pain i helped mummy pack up the clothes and keep the toiletries and stuff. Since my stomach wasn;t feeling so good, I did not eat anything but drank lots of water, hoping it will help clear the system. for the next 2 hours, ah nick got more and more ill and at 12 plus, he was dangling by the side of the sink and feels like vomitting anytime. So we got his plastic bags, and decided to bring him to the doctor after checking out.

12.30pm at the hospital next to our hotel

Daddy drove us to the hospital's A & E unit cuz it was the nearest, and nick looked pretty deadly ill. So he parked his car, and we walked inside. I was feeling weak and giddy but wasn't in severe pain or anything. When we got to the counter,
Nurse:' M'am im sorry the doctors are out for lunch... You have to wait for them to come back. Will medical officers ( MO) do?"
Our family: * stunned and thinking, what the HELL???? A & E unit lei! and not a SINGLE doctor??! >.<*
But we settled for the MO nonetheless, and I was the first to go in.
MO:" So what's the problem?"
Me:" blah blah blah...."
a minute later, i felt damn damn uncomfortable and asked if I can rest on the bed. MO said ok and then he started telling my mum some stuff while i rested for like, 1 min.
MO:' ok girl, you can go outside."
me: *stood up to go but feel an odd sensation, like im floating and then all I saw was patches of black before my legs gave way and I blacked out*

What happened next I wasn;t too sure, but when i came to a few moments later I was lying on a hospital bed and a nurse was next to me, saying that she is going to insert a needle into me to put me on drip. I can;t say no right? ha.. so i lie there still dreamy dreamy while she inserted this 3cm long needle into a vein at my wrist. It was worse then a prick.. cuz she had to puuush the needle in YUCK YUCK YUCK.. Sigh. I can hear the MO inthe background telling papa that I was too weak to travel back, and that we should wait for the doctor to come and examine me before making any decision. I drifted back to sleep..

3pm plus at the A&E unit

I woke up and saw hospital lights above me and the sounds of footsteps all around. From the slit in the curtains I could see that there were quite a number of people at this time. The nurse popped in and I asked to see ma and pa. So they came in, and I asked how's Nick doing Mama pushed back the curtain that partitioned my bed from the next and I saw my little bro sleeping on the bed. LOL.. Apparently they gave him a jab on his backside( HEHE) and he's better now.
About 30 mins later, the nurse came back and said I could go. I was damn happy, cuz i can;t wait to get back and I can;t wait for the stupid disgusting needle to be taken out of my hand. So After removing the needle, dad and mum were settling some admin stuff at the counter while me and nick waited outside. After calling me a dope and saying this is some sick shit about being injected in the ass and some freaky story bout those weirdo hospitals, nick and I went in.
Nick:' Ma.. done already anot.. got water? I want to drink..."
Me:' Me too.. i want water.."
Me:' Ma I ne- * blacks out and faints again*

and this time while i could feel several pairs of hand beneath me carrying me to the bed and some commotion. The nurse inserted the drip needle into my other wrist and the doc came inand examined me. The nurse took my blood pressure and muttered, " aiyoh girl, your blood pressure very low leh..tsk tsk tsk". The doc said I need to be warded for the night and blood test needs to be done,blah blah..

Sobs. Im gonna be alone in a hospital in a foreign land in foreign hands for the night?!

And Ward 668A became my home for that night. Nurse came in and tried to take some blood for blood test. couldn;t find my fine veins so i kena poked TWICE, the second time drawing out 2X the amt of blood. Grrrr....

7pm plus in the hospital ward

I woke up and saw that dinner was served at the foot of my bed. I got up slowly, still dizzy and nauseous but able to grab the banana at the side of the tray. For the first time, the banana tasted like some 3 michelin star dish.-.- hahahaha... so i ate it up, felt better and took the mantou in its styrofoam box. mama and papa came to visit and they brought along my bag with bunny inside. hehe. I needed to go to the toilet so mummy and another nurse helped me into my shoes and with one on each side of my arm, they lifted me off the bed.

And i blacked out after standing for what, 15 seconds? -.-

Sigh. so i had to be carried back to the bed, and the nurse literally had to drag me up to the pillow. and then they said all toilet business had to be done in a potty-pan like thing. and with the nurse cleaning up after me.

Man. That is one sick, embarassing thing i ever had to do in my life. for the benefit of you healthy and sane folks out there, I shall spare you the ewwwww~~ details. hahahaha..

9pm plus

I woke up to sounds of chatter coming from the next cubicle. The lady inthe next bed had a lot of visitors. Noisy, alchoholic smokers. sigh. and they stayed way past the visiting hours till 10.30pm plus.and i even heard one guy ask the lady if she wanna go sing kbox >.<
I messaged ah xiang and sherhan for a while, felt more comforted with each incoming message and finally drifted to a light sleep around 12am.

12.45am plus 22nd June

I woke up to silence, apart from the constant dripping noise coming from my drip and had the loneliest, most frightened moment in my life. No one was around, my family is back at the hotel resting and the nurses were seriously 3rd class standard. During the 2nd time i needed help in pee-ing, she grabbed my wrist and pressed onto the needle such that the the tube that is delivering clear liquid to me, turned red. My blood was reversing and flowing back into the tube.>.<>

8am 22nd June

I woke up feeling much better and messaged daddy to buy more bananas for me cuz the nurse say they can only give one -.- the doctor came and did some checks before saying im ok to come back.daddy came and after settling some admin stuff, I was free to go. FINALLY.AHHH. and papa looks very pained when the nurse took out the needle embedded in my flesh.eww. and we both felt pained when we saw the bill.

1,073 ringgit. waht the *tooot* the doctor bill is 310, and the medicine 270( its just antibiotics, gastric and constipation pills) and the remaining amt for miscellaneous stuff. Seriously, a thousand plus??? for that???? and crap service??

Turns out that my blood was infected. by the bacteria in the food or what i dun know.sigh.

Throughout the drive back to Singapore, nick kept looking at me and asking if I feel like fainting. Lol. thank goodness i didn;t. despite feeling weak and giddy at some point.

And I guess im well enough to do CIP this evening.. heh. AH bao was very sweet, he came to pick me up and we had a bite at Xing Wang cafe. then i passed him his gifts :D when he sent me home and I hope he likes the cutesy briefs mama, didi and I picked. HAHHAHA...thanks for sending me home baobao... muacksss!!!!!! it feels so good to see you again =)

OKie im off to bed. ZzZZ

=) yippee

my daphne is finally back,safe and sound on her bed wooooooo
hope the gal is feeling well cuz tml she still got cip to do..such a kind gal with lots of misfortunes=(
so i'm going to pick her up tomorrow wee and sees that she's well accompanied all the way back home
alright i gotta go bath again liao, weather is just hot..buay tahan lol
then have to do one more mock paper before i go off to sleep early to prep well for my exam tomorrow......hope i pass ah SHIOK! lol
Ciaoz@.@

A sad day

today is just made sadded by the news that daphne got warded into a hospital in malacca
sob sob
it means i gotta wait one more day at least be4 i can see her...oh well
I HATE FOOD POISONING

lonely

If by any chance you are reading this and you feel lonely, please add in a snore and tell me why.
Because i am feeling lonely too.
Please spread the word around.

From a lonely soul,
Good-Bye

Han the Great's bday celebration.. and more cuts :'(

Whoo hoo me and xiang celebrated our dear Hanney's birthday yesterday at Ma Maison! hehe it was a grand gathering... 9 people!!! Cuz jing yi FINALLY turn up.. lol.. with her bf! So happy, cuz now xiang xiang wun feel so alone since there is another boy around. hehs... Dinner was yummlicious cuz i had steak. wahahahaha i love rawww meat~~ and then we and xiang played with our food( as usual) and took some pics.. hehehehhehehe and I lurvvveee making sherhanney laugh.. when i do that indian action thingy HAHAHAHA

Ah bao with his sizzling hamburger steak!

My steak.. bloody nice!

hehehe this is me and xiang being naughty.. see the 'bush' between the squid's legs? hehehe and after eating the squid we realise its actually hotdog that is cut up -.-


After dinner we were supposed to go for kbox/party world but since it was almost 8.30pm plus we decided it wouldn;t really be worth it so.. we went DRINKING!! YAY!! haha.. an activity that never fails to excite the birthday girl :P went to beavers at bugis area and had quite a few varieties.. Me and most of the girls had hoegarrden, jing yi had candy floss while a bf a cocktail cince he had to drive, yi fang had blue lagoon and xiang and I shared a martini-taste-alike with ginger ale. All tasted nice but I got a bit red after a while boohoo! so had to stop. sigh.. then xiang, veron and han had a compeition to see who could finish the remaining whitbeer the fastest and *drumrolll* ah xiang won!!!! he drinks it like water, and once its inside his bladder all of it goes straight into the toilet bowl 10 mins later -.- waste of money sia.. LOL!!! we girls were damn bad to jing yi and her bf.. kept asking them super sensitive questions with R(A) content.. hahahha.. but ah well. HAHAHAHA it was super funny, cuz han kept digressing and getting interrupted by the music and then ah xiang cut in and started swirling his head like a druggie.. LOL !!!! anyways it was a great night out girls!!!! love ya all!!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE GIRL.. HOPE YOU DUN GET MORE WRINKLES.. HAHAHAHHA

Earlier in the morning at a lovely 8am i was at the SPCA for my first dog-walking session. ANd oh gosh, when i got into the compound, shit( both solid and wet) and pee was EVERYWHERE and the place smelt like.. SHIT.SHIT SHIT SHIT.. thank god i haven't eat breakfast else i'll just puke it out.. and THANK GOODNESS its not my turn to clean the dog cages.. i think i'll faint and fall into the puddle of lao sai. -.- I walked volta.. though she's small she's super aggressive.. grrr..and she loves smelling other doggie's asses AFTER they have shitted. Ewwww... and then there was this kitty that mistaken my tummy for tits and kept suckling my stomach -.- had a BIG patch of slimy cat's saliva on my shirt after that.. and she still claw me when i tried to get her off :'( buuuhhh...

ah... im tired. but still gotta pack for my trip to Malacca on thursday morning. Been going there for the 11th year liao and nothing much changes there. Bleagh. Xiang coming over tmr to use the treadmill at home hehe... we're gonna have to work very hard to get him back into a shape that's befitting of a commando.. now he's more like someone inside the clerk section. HAHAH... aww but bao bao i love you, fats, balls and all :) MUACKS!! ah bao was sooo cute today.. when we were walking to the food court for dinner he was rubbing his stomach and looking very sad because he dun think he can get Gold for his IPPT.

Xiang: " haiz.. I think can only get bronze lor.. not even silver.. $200 cannot take liao.." * hangs head down*
Nini: " its ok bao bao...*hugs* just ask your army friends train with you la.."
Xiang: * looks thoughtful for a moment*
Nini: * thinks that he's planning some exercise regime to work out with the boys*
Xiang: *suddenly look up smiling big big at me*" I want a hamburger later!!!"
Nini:"................." -.- " AH BAO! I thought you want to get back into shape??!!"

diaoz right that silly boy... and he really did get a burger AND a plate of fries to go with it.. sigh. and this afternoon we finished 2 big packets of chips. Gulp.

2D1N Xiang Ni camp! ;DDD

whee okie my xiang ni camp is the ultimate exclusive camp.. cuz there will and can only be 2 campers, me and xiang HAHA... so the xiang ni camp took place on fri, afer the st gabriel's camp! its damn shagg i tell you, cuz i woke up at 6am on friday morning to get to the SPCA by 8am to smell dog poo and be covered in fur and bruises and cuts and abrasion. -.- so much for playing with the doggies... and cody has been super bad this time, he drew blood from me.. grrrrr.. and this time ah xiang came and played with the animals too! hehe I think he likes cricket, a really big doggie. I went in to play with guinness this time!He's a x-breed husky..very handsome.HEHE..and i played with a schauzer too! its a male, and a super horny dog -.- It ran up to me, licked my tits( i had my shirt on no worries) and then put his paws on my shoulders and started humping me -.- HAHA and xiang was in the cage with me too, so xiang was like.. laughing hysterically >.< oh man... hahahah... so after the dirty smelly 4 hours there, xiang and I went home to bathe and er, sleep. HAHA... lunch was at burger king! a very expensive meal dammmit. cuz we ordered the new "7-inch" burger meal thinking its really 7 inches and enugh for the 2 of us but ah well, the burger was miserable so i ordered a single mushroom swiss burger a la carte. $3.85 for that thing with beef and bread and muchrooms >.< and then we ran out of coke EVEN though it was already up-sized and so we had to buy another large sprite. Sigh.. $2+ flew away again... buuuhhh i think the burger king auntie must be thinking we are stooopiid. ;(

and so me and xiang napped in the afternnon after bathing! his jie jie "janice" was playing sims in a reallt weird way... she manufacture babies to work for her.. hahah.. we had zi char for dinner cuz i suddenly had this craving for seafood and we had oatmeal prawns, brocolli and frog legs! yummm.. and I ate an entire plate of prawn heads. HAHA.. then we went to khatib to go prawning, but when we got there it was crowded with people. BLEAGh... so many people... all the prawns eat full full go home sleep liao lor. like they will wait to be caught >.< and so we juust went inside bottle tree garden to see see then went off HAHA.. and we end up going to yishun to catch a late night movie! The crazy thing is, it was 9.50pm plus when we got there and the show i wanted to watch--drag me to hell-- was at 11.30pm. so guess wat we did.... we went to the arcade for 1 hour plus -.- HAHA... xiang xiang was so happy and we stood inside watching some sick pro drift and get some high score before we went to play the old fashion type of sega games, you know, the type that have joystick and you fight with charcaters like chun-li. lol i totally suck at it, i just ended up banging all 6 buttons with my fist cuz my hand was tired. like some 3 year old toddler banging the kitchen table liddat. -.,- hehee... and then came the exciting part-- the movie~~ xiang and i went in and after the first 5 mins ...
xiang: "...... waht shitttt!! so scary!!!! and this is only the introduction??!!"
Me:".... buuuhh.." *sink deeper into the seat and wonder why the hell i wanted to watch and scare the shit outta me*
so you can imagine during the whole show me and xiang were like grabbing each other like hamsters humping and squeezing our eyes shut and yelling and screaming each time the ghost appear. which is SUPER consistent... the director made the scares dammn dammmn frequent and at some unexpected parts so me and xiang weere super drained after the whiole show. money well spent man... haha.. and THANK GOD we were going home together, cuz i damn sure wouldn't want to go home alone at 2am in the morning!!!

and as with every time i go xiang's house, we slept like piggies and woke up at lunch time. haha.. had prata for our brunch and then IMMEDIATELY after eating we went to sleep again. HHAHAHA... and xiang woke at 3pm plsu but i carried on sleeping till 5pnm plus.. ah xiang came in and the first thing i said when i open my eyes was "baobao im hungry..." HAHA so xiang exclaimed, " WAH LAU AY.. YOU PIG!!sleep then eat then sleep again! then wanna eat again???!!" hehehehe oink oink! okie so i finally got up then after eating( hehe) we went to popo house for dinner! had MORE prawn heads and chicken blood. LOL.. the cooked ones though.. and then me and xiang played with joy on girlsgogames.com. and xiang is an expert at the girl's games... we played the cooking games and he excelled in them. HAHA... then xiang xiang helped carry my barang barang home and there ends our camp :( buuuuhh

Jiayou baobao! for your exam on monday!!!!! and for those loyal readers out there, here's a surprise pic for you guys... my loony cousin created it.. hahahaha MY BRO ROCKS.. IN HIS SHELL!!