7 weeks with an insurance firm killed my soul.

I haven not blogged for sooo long..

Because when I reached home, Im just... dead. 9 hours in a stifling air-conditioned CELL, facing nothing but the computer and names and numbers of strangers to hound, I am just a dead fish. Top 5 reasons why I HATE working.

5. I have to get up at 730am every darn working day, with absolutely nothing to look forward to. In fact, I have been waking up with dread for the past 7 weeks.

4. Squeezing with everybody on the MRT at 9am and at 6pm. Prime time for the terrorists,not for poor interns like me.

3. Eating alone during lunch time. with limited places to go. I actually went to tomato express 3 days CONSECUTIVELY at PS cuz i didn't know where else to go. The lady boss rmbs me now. Too bad she doesn't give me discount though.

2. I have crap work to do. For my girls, I think you know what Im talking about. It is just notmy nature to constantly hound people. I need skin the thickness of the Berlin Wall in order to call, call, and call the person again.

1. The boss. Who is not around 80% of the time, and when she's around, she gives me weird, impossible tasks. What really got me off was when she disappeared during one of the sessions when I was made to invite 'guests' to the office. I was left with bewildered strangers who were wondering what the heck was happening. Folks, so was I.

So Im stalking people on Fb and Blogs now. Dawn Yang and Xiaxue are pretty entertaining I must say. HAHahahaha.. and i have this sudden obession with Korean Hip Hop and Pop music. Super Junior, Big Bang, 2NE1, Wondergirls, Brown Eyed girls...

And this morning I got an unexpected visitor at my house. When my ma told me, I was 'WHAT??!!!'. I think I should reveal this mysterious stranger to my girls during our outings later. Don't wanna spoil the essence of my convo with my ma here. HAHAHA... but the visitor is really... really.... whats the word? PERSISTENT.and as sherhan added, SELF-DELUDED.

Its been 5 years already!!! And this visitor actually remembered me and came all the way to my door step and chat with my ma for an hour. Poor mummy. She must be traumatized.

Life can be so interesting sometimes. And so darn boring at the same time. I wish someone can just whisk me away to some sun-filled island. The coldness in the office is so bad that my shoulder blades and neck is aching. Cuz its so cold, my muscles stiff up and i think the prolonged strain has gotten to my nerves. I can't freaggin turn my head to look back cuz the pain is so intense. Have to go see the chinese physician near my house later. :(

Its is so, so not worth it.