Is it possible to black out from exhaustion?

I am so tired. Metally, and physically. My current project at work is just zapping up all energy and hell, the soul out of me la. Balancing a laptop every single freaggin morning on the stupid crowded SMRT train is no joke. My shoulder blades, wrist and back is screaming out for mercy. 3 more weeks to go.. >.<

Yi fang came over to my place a few days ago! It was such fun cuz.. we were playing with make up. Hahaha.. It was also the first time she get to see my revamped room, which is much much better, neater, and a whole lot nicer-smelling since I ousted my brother from the room. heh. Went shopping with her for some basic cleansers and the salesgirls at The Faceshop at Causeway point are super pushy. We just wanted a SIMPLE moisturizer, and the 2 salesgirls who attended to us kept pushing for yi fang to get some ridiculously-priced toner. I dont care if it contains ginseng or mushroom in that essence/toner wateva, I JUST WANT MOISTURIZER LADY! haiz.

Anyway Yifang is a really fast learner! haha.. we played around with these:

1.Moisturizers
2.BB Cream
3.Foundation ( 2-way)
4.Loose powder
5.Eyebrow powder
6.Pencil, liquid and cream eyeliner
7.White eyeliner
8.Blusher
9.Lip gloss

yes, she put ALL of the above on, to see the different effects hahaha.. and the Za foundation that Mel recommended looks really good on her!! at first it was a bit dull, but because yifang skin is towards the oiler-side, the foundation looked nice and dewy, with a mattifying effect after a while. and it covers up te redness/blemished pretty well too!

Yi fang went for a winged eyeliner look and I am so jealous cuz she looks great in that look. haha.. whereas i look like some wayang performer with the winged look. bleagh. I bet the Swedish guys will hit on her la.. lol... Im gonna miss you lots when you go Sweden next month for exchange fang fang!!!! :((

Sigh. everyone's going away for holidays or exchange. My dear hanney will be in perth and then flying to HK.. SOBS.. miss ya too, hanney. come back to my arms soon~~~

Watched the World Cup semi-finals.. and dammit, Germany lost. damn sad..

Anyway, I can't stand people who are sibei bo chup. Do you feel irritated? DO YOU??? I hate asking people out and their reply is, 'orh. anything lor.' I cant fucking stand such answers. Its clearly sending out a signal that you can't be bothered, and you rather let me do all the work of coordinting, planning and fussing over it. Even worse are those who thinks that Girls are born to plan such stuff. Yes, in the Victorian ages, women have nothing to do but plan and arange luncheons, parties, dinners and tea. extreme sexisim at work, i tell you. If any guy dare fuck with me like that, fine, I will simply bo chup also lor. then when NOTHING gets done, don't fucking blame me for 1. Not arrangin an outing, 2. being busy and not bothering. Cuz if you can't be bothered, why should I? 3. Throwing a fit and acting prissy.I am not born to tolerate your sexist views.

Gah. Sounds like a verbally violent post but I had to get it off my chest. No point keeping it in. How many times I need to explain and say it in different terms/context to illustrate and get my point across to bo chup people who JUST DONT' FUCKIN' GET IT. GEDDIT? GEDDIT? argggghhhhhhhh.

It so frustrating. Having to CREATE happiness. where's the joy in happiness if you have to get miserable in the process of getting it?