heart. attack.

I think I will die early. Heck, i am sure I will die early. I can feel my heart palpitating and having really fast, irregular pumps. Could be because I sleep at 5am everyday now during term break. Sleeping at this F**&ing hour can seriously make a person very, very depressed.

Hahaha I should treat this as some sort of sick experiment. The effects of late night on health; Physical and mental. Great for my term paper.

Went to Siglap to interview some Australians for my Cross cultural management class. Their accent was pretty thick sia. And one of them was a Spanish-Australian! So cool.. plus he is a coffee artisan, so me and the girls had coffee specially prepared by him. He does really cool designs on the coffee. :)


It basically looks something like above. Pic taken from fotobank.

Im feeling so lonely. Not lonely in the sense that I have no one to hang out with, but because I have no one to connect with. Just someone to listen and share some thoughts, some similarities together. Sigh.

I have been dreaming a lot lately. And 80% of all my dreams, SINCE YOUNG, have been about oceans, seas, of some natural disaster. And I usually feel poignant when i wake up.


Picture from capespirit.com.

In my dreams, the scene is somewhat like that above, but with a more chaotic environment. haha..

Sigh. Can someone teach me how to fall asleep at night.