Willkommen

I have got so much stuff to blog about that this might just turn out to be a 5000 word essay on Daphne's weekend.Lol.. Anyways, this weekend was a terribly exhausting one. Never in my 22 years have I expected that I will have to deal with such a situation involving a 3rd party.

Ok.. Technically she cannot be considered a 3rd party, because I don't have conclusive evidence and secondly, because she allegedly isn't attracted to my BF. But her actions speak otherwise, which leads me to strongly, strongly suspect that she has some designs on him.

I shall not go into details about the why and how here, but overall the whole experience of finding out about this girl is God.Darn.Painful. And of cuz it affected my exams because I only found this out in between my exam papers ( tough luck, eh) so all the more I am pissed at her. Plus, my BF started to distance himself from me starting about a month ago ( when she appeared in his life) and I couldn't fathom why he would behave in such a way. Naturally, I thought that he was interested in her and losing interest in me. I guess guys like this thrill of finding someone new. Sigh.

I am so tempted to stalk her on FB and screen all MSN and SMS between her and my BF but such a behavior is borderline obsession and Im not going to turn into a psychopath because of her. Neither am I going to spend my hours in misery and unhappiness because of this girl, because I deserve every right to be happy with my time. But, its just so hard to shut out thoughts of her. I trust my BF, but I don't trust her. And feelings can grow, there's no denying that. So Im kinda paranoid that one day she might just win over my BF or something. Sigh. On the other hand, the impulsive side of me wants to head out with my male friends, and i reasoned that "hey, since he is spending his time with another girl, why coop myself at home when I have got other fun guy friends to hang out with?". But of course, that would be plain stupid because it ain't gonna help things.

Anyway, that was what was occupying my weekend- talking about this girl with my BF and clearing up some issues. I think communication is super, super important. Man, I cannot emphasize on how crucial it is to talk about such issues. The human mind is capable of 'filling in the blanks' base on a few pieces of information we get, and this is exactly the kind of cognitive biases that I wanna avoid ( Kudos to studying psychology). Thank goodness my BF has his mind and heart strongly rooted. Now then , do i understand what parents mean by 'finding a husband with good values'. I used to think, what the heck do they mean by good values? Now I understand that these good values means far more than being filial, good-educated, etc. A good man must also have principles and values that are enduring and conducive towards a healthy relationship, marriage and parenthood. And I think my BF has the potential :) , as long as people like THIS girl don't knock him off.

So after the long talk on Saturday, BF brought me to this place at Far East Square.. and ta-da! It is a nail polish shop!! I was super delighted la! I didn't expect him to reserach on this place on his own ( since previously THIS girl has been feeding him information about girly stuff, such as nail polish brands) so its quite a surprise when he brought me here and bought $100 worth of nail polish for me!!

The O.P.I colours are gorgeous! I love them!! plus the $3.50 stick that allows me to draw polka dots hee hee hee.




Thanks for the pressies again, baby. I promise not to buy any more nail polishes till I finish them, or unless there's a colour I need! I have all the colours of the rainbow now ( I think), so creating designs should be fun. hehe.

Started to use this Maybelline compact powder too.. First time deviating away from liquid/mousse foundation and I think the outcome isn't too bad. Plus, its convenient and ths casing is so pretty!


And my package from shopping online! :D it looks good..


Planning for the Europe trip still. And lots of problems emerging.. the largest of all being my safety. I pray that I won't get raped or something. =X