Confused

I am so freaking confused.

Why say you love me, then

1) treat me like a stranger when you see me?
2) tell me that nothing can be guaranteed?
3) say I am replaceable?
4) tell me that anything, and everything can change?
5) not show it in your actions and words thereafter?
6) tell me its up to me, that I should think for myself?

What are you trying to say to me? Im receiving very mixed signals, and Im getting very fed up with all these mind games.

Does he love me? Oh yes, he just said he did. Morever, its up to me to decide if I want to believe him or not.
Did he really meant what he said? Oh yes, definitely. Morever, its up to me to decide how much to trust him.
Should I stay in this relationship? Oh yes, obviously duh. He wanted it to continue didn;t he? Moreover, its up to me whether or not I want to continue.

Thank you for having such great faith in my judgement.

I really want to end this misery. Don't come and tell me 'its up to me'. Obviously I can do whatever I want. But you know what? What really matters to me now is YOU telling/showing me that this r/ship is worthwhile.

If everything is up to me, then all I can say now is, I concede defeat.
I don't want to play anymore.
You win.
You have your own principles and views and Yes, you are definitely entitled to them. Nobody says you are wrong.
Now, Im beginning to wonder if everything was a mistake from the start. Maybe I should never have started it at all. Whatever, he'll probably say its up to me to think.