What to do.

I am so tired. I want to give up, yet I don't want to let go.

I hate you, yet love you at the same time.

I wish I didn't have to initiate everything myself. I wish you could just step up.

I may seem so difficult to you now, but all I really want is for you to tell me you love me.

I want to stay, but by staying I may just hurt myself more. I want you to tell me it will not hurt, that you will do your best, and everything will be ok.

I may seem so self-centred, talking about "I" all the time, but deep down you know that You are at the centre of my world.

You mean so much to me, I don't want to end it and say goodbye to a future together.

You told me to wait for you, to enter my life again and give me happiness. Im still waiting.

I told you how I want things to be, and I don't know how to explain it clearer. tell me how to tell you. I want to know.

Right now I wish you can just hold me. Tell me that I matter to you.

You know how I feel when there are other girls around. I just want you all to myself. I know it's selfish, but that because I love you.

I don;t even know if you bother to read this, but this is how I feel now.